Wednesday, December 31, 2003
***dreadz...tmr's sch...nt a single hw done yet...sheese!..ahahz...well...i dun giv a damn anymore...*laffs...sum1 actually offered me a tix 2the countdwn party last nite...but was tooo tired to even gt myself chnged...ahahz...dun even noe wat i'll do 2dae...cnt rot le...muz pack my stuff!!!...ahahahz...*sianz*....2every1 out there...cheeeeeeer up man!...thou i noe tmr's sch...keke...
o...met kaREN ytd tooo...preeeetty preeetty she's getting...ahahahz...*winkz
m goin bowling agn 2dae!...wheeeee...ahahaz...kinda dumb...till nw i still dunno how to bowl properly...hahz...
noe sth?...nicole...tis ish goin out to u n onli u...ahahahz...=Pp...pretty boy mishes U!!!!!! realli!!!!!...so i'll b glad to go to sch on fri coz den i'll b able to c every1!..yippeeeeez!
m juz entertaining myself here...haish....boring entry...izzitn't it?..*laffs
`u r stuck in my hrt
12/31/2003 05:54:00 PM
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Sunday, December 28, 2003
If I could right the wrongs that made you cry
I make a promise not to say goodnight
'coz I'm holding on
with a love so strong
and I can't take a day without you by my side
Girl if I could change
If I could change your mind
Baby you could help me wipe these tears from my eyes
Girl don't stop
The sun from shining down on me
'coz I can't face another day without your smile
And if you take away the loving arms the suit around me
Then I may break down and cry just like a child
Girl I can't belong and I won't be free
If I fail to bring your loving back to me
So I'm pressing on
I hope you understand
There's a broken heart that lies inside your hands
So if I could change
And it won't hurt your pride
Baby you can help me stop these tears that I cry
Like a child
Just like a child
With the spirits running free
She showed me why
Oh she did
Like a child
Just like a child
Think of what our love could be
If our hearts could set us free
Like a child
12/28/2003 11:50:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 23, 2003
skipped jamming w them 2dae...coz?...*shrugs*...hahz..bored-ed..flying off in 2hrs tym?..hahaz...nw is 3pm...tc peeps!
i use to col u my ger
i use to col u my fren
i use to col u da love...
the love tt i nvr had
whn i think of u
i dunno wat to do...
whn will i c u agn
i miz u lk crazy
even more den words cn sae
i miz u lk crazy
every min of everydae
ger i'm sooo dwn..
whn ur love's nt ard
i miz u...
i miz u lk crazy
whn will i c u agn?
u'r all tt i wan
u'r all tt i need
can't u c how i feel
can't u c tt my pain so real
i mish u lyk crazy....
12/23/2003 10:17:00 PM
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O MY gOd! jamming w those guys were grt 2dae!!!!...WOOHOO!...m soooooooooooooo damn keen to learn the drums...wait till tt huever guy is free to teach me...hrd tt those 2guys(paiseh...4got their names)...went bc to jam agn...ahahaz..cnt wait 4the nxt prac...lalalalala.....there were many other grps there too...hehe...they were damn gd man!...played simple plan-->addicted...was a fun but difficult wan...keke...kpt on making mistakes...=Pp...den he purposely mk the amplifier till soooooo bloody loud coz i 4got my platrum(spelling?)...den nw fingers hurt lk hell..hehez...summary?a GD WHLE 1HR PRACTICE!...*cheers*...kekeke...music juz takes my mind off EVERYTHING!!!...hahahaz..ltr met up w li hua n denise...o tt gorgeous denise...she was wearing a skirt!!!..cn u believe it!!..me 1st tym c worz!..hahahaz...kp it up ger...*winkz*...n li hua?...she's juz as pretty...told her many tyms her hair's soooo nice now..hehehez...dun shy k?..ahahaz...nana went w me to suntec first...den ltr met both of them...den?...went to shop shop...
hey my pretty ger...hope u'll lk tt gift i've bought u...soree...it din look very gd...a last min decision 2pass to u 2dae...so...yah...soree!...=P *hugs*...
HAPPY BDAE!!!!...in advance...ahahaz...
den ltr?went town to tk neoprints...hahaz...soooo fun cn...kekek..denise...4ever tt clown i'v known sooo long...nvr fails to crack me up...=DDDD....saw many many peeps...sooooo happy...
m flying off tmr!!!...dunno if i'm happy to go or nt...hahaz...finally a break(agn) 2let me cool dwn...sad coz? *shrugs* dun wish to elaborate...well well..
o read audrey's blog...if u'r seeing tis...dunno how cum u noe..but yah thnx 4the concern man...m doin fineeeeeeeeeeee....heez..*hugs*
tt's all 4 2dae i think...kekek...long-winded enuff le bahz?..ahahaz...=Pp...tmr goin play bball!...yay!...is lk finally after dunno how many mths cn!..ahahaz...tc ppl!...*muacks!*
miz miz...=DDD
12/23/2003 04:47:00 AM
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Monday, December 22, 2003
goin jamming 2dae...stef's being such a "NICE" fren to pei me go...ahemz...heez..well..yah...damn excited abt it...juz hope tt i wun malu myself ltr...kekek..=Pp
hey momo...whr exactly r u man?...trying to get u...but u lk disappear into thin air le...hahaha...u ok i hope?..*hugs*
12/22/2003 06:08:00 PM
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Sunday, December 21, 2003
missing
u
badly..
m goin away..whn sch's lk a week away?..tis is craziness..hahz..hu noes wat will happen tis tym upon my return...*sighz*...*regrets*...how much more horrible cn it gt? its already at its worst...*shakes head*
12/21/2003 12:49:00 AM
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Friday, December 19, 2003
dun speak..seal ur lips
pls dun sae a word
baby i wun remember the words i'v nt heard
i c tt u'r in love
i noe its nt w me...
but i dun wan the truth
to haunt my memory
its nvr too late to relight the fire
it nvr stopped burning 4me
the flame it nvr died inside of me
how izzit nw tt i cnt tell u...i love u
how izzit onli nw tt its too late..
wat cn i do
the love tt we had is torn in two
so u take the smiles..frm all of our yrs
n i'll take the tears
i sit n reminisce..of tyms tt we once shared
u gave me more dn love
but nvr tot i cared
my feelings were all 4u..althou it din show
i onli told u on the dae u let me go
nw i realise tt u'r no longer mine
but i'm hoping the pain will ease in tym
althou u'r leaving...i wun sae gdbye
coz i noe u'r here wif me inside
12/19/2003 11:42:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 17, 2003
drm abt u agn last nite...
a swt swt drm indeed...
but it was gone by the tym i woke up
u seemed so near...
yet so far...
does tis mean gdbye?
i haven said enuff 'i love u's !!
our fairy tale story has no end...remember?
*sighz
12/17/2003 11:43:00 PM
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Tuesday, December 16, 2003
mayb....its wasn't meant 2b....*sighz*
*pushes away tt tot*
wakes up every morning 2find the same old me in tt same old knot...
even drmt tt i solved it...*laffs*
but woke up to the fact tt i'm still bc at sq 1...
*sighz*
i dun lk to slp in the nite coz dn there'll b a tmr
...neither do i lk to wake up in the morning..
to find tt everything's chnged...
*bleahz*
a new dae juz suck...
juz dun understand y....
mayb i'll juz slp thru 1dae...
nt waking up...nor goin 2slp,thinking tt there'll b a tmr...
the feelings deep dwn is horrible...
well..think i'm nt very understanding huh?
but tt's me...haiz...
whn will all these juz go away?
i juz cnt let go...
*miss
well...mayb...
things chnged...
ppl chnges too rite?
thus..feelings chnges too...
juz y izzit whn i'v learnt to treasure
sth juz hav to go against me...
i'm juz tt unlike-able...*laffs*
if onli..
i cn turn bc tym
i'm lk tokin to myself cn...hahz...but i realli m wat..k..haaz...tis is wat happens whn sum screw sum sumwhr cums off frm my head...soree...
every1's working...haish...den the pretty boy m nt pretty animore too...y?...coz the beauty cums frm the ppl ard him whom always lites up his life...=(...juz hav 2understand dun i?...*pouts*...
12/16/2003 04:03:00 AM
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Sunday, December 14, 2003
did nth 2dae...other dn slacking ard...wat else cn i do rite?..ahahz...
went 4my cousin's bdae party last nite...kinda boring...but made new frens..=D
***i'll
nvr giv up***....juz wish me luck..*winkz*
12/14/2003 02:07:00 AM
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Thursday, December 11, 2003
believe it or nt...i stayed OL 4lyk the whle nite...omg!...so tired nw...ahahahz...cldn't slp...dunno y...hahhaz...was juz tossing in bed...till lk 3?...den decided 2sneak upstairs n use da comp...stupid msn nt working...whn i finally gt it started...its already lk 6in da morning?...ahahaz...lk hu wld b as crazy as me 2go OL at tt tym...ahahaz...siao!
m soooo bloody bored nw..mum's out agn...dunno do wat...n left 50bucks on da table...wonder is tt 4my 3meals 2dae?...ahahhaz...goin out ltr...woohoo!...ahahhaz...gt a """date""" w lydia...ahahaz...sooooo long din c tt crazy ger le...wonder howz she doin...kekeke...wait till she c me...think she wun even regconise me...coz y?....i bcame double my original size...ahahaz...n increase in dunno how many tyms my surface area!!!....hahahhahahahhaz....gt all da fats hanging ard me lk anything...*muz seriously do sth abt it*....*sighz*...ahahahahaz...
nw its 8.30am shown on my clock...hmmz...to cum n think abt it...suppose i nid a new clock...ahahz...its sooooo ugly...kekeke....
i still haven decide wth or nt 2go 4 2nite's bbq...li hua seemed nt interested...so m i now...haish...ahahahz...=Pp
12/11/2003 05:19:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 10, 2003
C.O.N.F.U.S.E.D
12/10/2003 08:26:00 PM
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heyz michie daddy...ahhahaz...heard u 2dae...*sighz*...well...juz wanna let u noe tt i'm always standing on ur side...*grinz*...smile ok?....*huggeloo*...ahahahaz....well...2dae was such a happy happy dae 4the pretty boy!...*claps*...dun wanna elaborate...but ya....juz realli realli happy n GLAD!...ahahahz....cnt wait 4fri....yippeeee!....nt coz of my cca bbq..*bleahz*...ahahahaz...but i'm gonna c my pretty pretty ger!!!!!!...aahahahahz...
well...skipped cca agn 2dae....went shop shop instead...ahahaz...aniwae its the last wan...so....hu cares?..ahahahz...m nt realli interested in fridae's bbq le...*sighz*...ppl there i'm nt interested to intereact w...hahahahaz....if onli....dots....ahahahahz....crazy le...happy till wires burst in my head...ahahahz...wat m i toking abt?...ahah...k nvm...=Pp...saw my baobei nana 2dae!...ahahahz...pretty pretty she's getting...tt's all i cn use to describe her...*mish mish yea?...ahahaz...oooooh....saw stef ytd too...kekeke...nice hair ger...dun ever ever cut it ok?...mayb a lil trim?...kekeke...mish mish too!!...hope 2c u guys soooooooooooooooooon....heez...miz miz the pretty boy yea?...*muacks!
12/10/2003 12:38:00 AM
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Monday, December 08, 2003
All the love that history knows,
is said to be in every rose.
Yet all that could be found in two,
is less than what I feel for you.
There are a dime a dozen...
Then there is one in a million...
But baby, you are once in a lifetime.
12/08/2003 06:47:00 PM
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Saturday, December 06, 2003
Love feels no burden,
thinks nothing of trouble,
attempts what is above its strength,
pleads no excuse of impossibility...
It is therefore able to undertake all things,
and it completes many things,
and warrants them to take effect,
where he who does not love would faint and lie down.
Love is watchful and sleeping, slumbereth not.
Though weary, it is not tired;
though pressed, it is not straitened;
though alarmed, it is not confounded...
Love makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn't diminish its value.
Because we are left with memories
that we treasure for the rest of our lives.
12/06/2003 01:54:00 AM
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home alone...
period.
m bc agn...
boring....*sighz*
went TM 2dae..
saw many things 2buy...=D
hehehez
bc at hm...
wat i hear?
nags....fone rings(nt my col)...*sighz*...laffter...
but me?
in my rm...
slacking...
went dwn to use the comp instead...
so here i m...ahahaz...
mum n dad went out
bro's at fren's hse...
peace at L.A.S.T
*sighz*
12/06/2003 01:29:00 AM
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Thursday, December 04, 2003
heylooooooooooooo! =D ahahahahaz... dunno wats gt into me 2dae...but m happy happy worz!...kekeke...*grinz*...mayb coz my mum's out agn?...ahahahz...bleahz!...dun think i goin da qiu le...coz lydia lk nt free lehz...nvm lahz...i oso lazy step out of door...provided....kekek..sum1 cn sent me there...*tt's how lazy i m*..bleahz...=Pp...well...think tmr i'll b happy agn...coz mum N DAD r goin 4sum end-of-year party at sum resturant...thou i cnt gt 2eat the yummy food there..but nvm...freedom's much MUCH BETTER!!!....*every1 nods*...heeez...lalalalalalalalalalalalala...i'm growing larger in surface area!!!!...die lahz!....ahahahz...*squeeze my fats out*...eeeew...ahahahz...i'm M.A.D!...heez...NANA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...mish u sooooooooooooo much cn!..wah laoz!...everydae tok on fone w me onli 4lk a few mins...ahahahahaz....nvm lah...u'r being 4given coz u said u missed me too...ahahahz...told u i'm crazy...u beta col b4 10 2nite...if nt....ermz...i wun do anything lahz..kekeke...*tight tight huggies*
12/04/2003 08:58:00 PM
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Wednesday, December 03, 2003
hey peeps...hahaz...feeling juz a lil beta 2dae..."mental problemz" ahahahz....*sighz*..2many many whom r ill...tk gd cr yea?...heeez..juz sat infront of my comp 2dae 4nearly 7hrs...o gosh...still nvr switch on the lite...heez...cnt b bothered lahz...*sighz*
12/03/2003 06:39:00 AM
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Tuesday, December 02, 2003
blog test...
12/02/2003 12:07:00 PM
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