Friday, January 30, 2004
hehz...m dead tired...hav been slping 4onli 3-4hrs/dae 4lk 4daes le...poof!
giv me a brk dude!
now tt mondae's a public hol...
was happy initially...
but there came HOMEWORK!
oh man!
n yes...pretty boy hav no choice but to giv up his beauty slp...
*sighz*
hahz...
valentine's cuming!
so wat?
yea so wat?...but tis yr...its seems lk a pretty big deal 4tis boy here
no idea y...
*shrugs*
last yr we will b lk...
"valentine's cuming ahz...orh...den we go out shop shop lor"
den our dae will b gone juz lk tt wif my frens!
tis yr?
no way...
me gt no dates...
*groans*
m unwanted already...ain't i?...muahahahz...
juz wonder how will tt dae b lk
its a sat dude!
i HAVE cca!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*tugs hair*
hahz...
hu crs?i cn always skip it wat...
keke....
how smart cn da pretty boy gt?...very...muahahahz
***
mish each n every1 of u plenty plenty!***
1/30/2004 10:08:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 28, 2004
woohoo!...had a grt dae 2dae!...keke
went out w my deeeeearest baobei!...muahahahz
look's lk we hav so much more to catch up on abt each other..
den we initially tot...keke...*winkz*
i dun care!...u muz pei wo watch 'stuck on u' 4da 2nd tym!...u 'v promised worz! hehehez
o...saw karen,jieying,cassandra n jane too!...heez..
pss...
superstar realli noe how 2mk up yea?
=Pp...juz soooo envious tt u guys cn do watever u wan w ur hair already...
yah...jieying gt nice nice hair colour too!..
hahz...
gt drenched by da rain 2dae..keke
everything on me was SEE-THRU!
o man!...n i meant S.E.E T.H.R.U sia! hahahaz...
beix...i think u'r getting more n more attention frm da ppl ard cn!!
hahz...noticed tt soooo many guys were bioing u 2dae!
muahahaz...
i jealous!..no1 bio me!
kekeke..=Pp
m nt in da right state of mind 2dae
kekeke...i'm tired dude!
tons of HW agn!!!
suppose pretty boy havta finish everything by 2nite
over my dead body m i even touching `em sia!
hehz...=Pp
```pretty boy--->stoned.. *shrugs* *sighz*
1/28/2004 04:41:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 27, 2004
k sch's nt bad tis wk...
hahz...
yea my 90% of reaction to it...
=Pp
juz bored lahz...
oops
hahz...goin out w baobei tmr!!!!....yay yay!...kekek
haven seen her 4grandmother yrs sia!..muahahaz...
beix..wait till u c how fat i'v grown
=D
...actually....m nt realli in da mood of updating my bloggie..but..yea...
gt nth else to do...
hw's piling...
yes i noe...
but i gt no mood do too!...*shrugs*
i'm soree 4da misunderstanding i'v created...
i cnt explain things now...
coz m oso confused...haish
m frickle ain't i?...hahz...
all i cn sae ish soree...
pretty lala...whr hv u been ger?...haven seen u in sch 4quite awhle le!...mish yah!....msg me asap k?HUGS!
$*+missing u a million!!!+*$
1/27/2004 02:32:00 AM
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Friday, January 23, 2004
CYN was ok lahz...
juz tt...
heez...
dun wanna elaborate...muahahaz...
well...whn 4movie marathon on da first dae...
n 2nd dae...i was left to rot...
actually no lahz...
met up w tanya n pris..
kekeke...
*psss*
made stupid fone cols...
well..tt was it...hahz
gt sum prob w ma crew nw..
dunno wat e hell's goin on...
juz go w da flow...
rite?...rite...hahz
life's getting more n more boring...
blueahz
hav u ever loved sumbody so much it made u cry?
hav u ever needed sth so bad u cnt slp at nite?
hav u ever tried to find the words but they dun cum out rite..
hav u ever...
hav u ever...
1/23/2004 10:37:00 PM
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Wednesday, January 21, 2004
o man!....life juz suck!....blueahz!
tell me abt it
wats w every1 sia....
argh....
m pissed...
yes i m....
*shakes head*
lyk its any1's business
i mish u to bits...haish...
1/21/2004 12:11:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 20, 2004
wat a dae...=((
was kinda boring in sch 2dae...
thou i had sally to entertain me...
ha..had PE n we were all scared stiff sia!
wah liaoz...
juz hu the hell he think he is...
ha...
y shld we b scared of him?!?
eh...but i'm still scared lah
ha...
went bugis 2shop...blueahz
wasn't a successfull wan thou...
supposely met up w amanda...
carol came along..
den we saw tt 2clowns in the train too(sally n sue-ann)
so they came along wif us too...
hahaz...
made a fool out myself 2dae...
since whn was i nt doin tt
=Pp
went tanah merah nxt to meet up w another amanda...
hahz...
i was late..oops
soree ger
den wat?
she was all too tired to go town le
*cries*
so decided to head to my hse 1st...gt chnged...bathed
den we decide...
wat happened was...
i reached hm...coled my cousin...
den we started chatting...
nxt i saw thick smoke in the kitchen..as the kitchen door was close...
then i saw my mum leaning against the cabinet...dunno wat she doin...coz the door blocked her...
all i noe is...the nxt min
my dad's bc...
he found my mum unconscious on the kitchen floor...
cn u believe it?!?...n i din noe anything...
amanda was shocked too...
my mum toked a lil...
juz a lil...dunno mummbling wat...
abt her feeling dizzy...
gosh..tis realli freaked me alrite..
initially my dad still tot she playing prank w him...
but NO!
she's realli realli unconscious!
OMG....dad carried her to the sofa...settled her dwn n made fone cols
to the family doctor...
*phew*
guess wat he said?
she juz took the drowsy pill...which supposely meant to b taken in da nite
as it was too strong 4her...
she collapsed...*shakes head*
poor ger...
to think tt i actually hated her...
wat if she juz left us at tt split second..
i'll nvr 4giv myself...
to think tt sumtyms...she cn b soo irritating till i wish her dead...
to think tt all the things se done 4me..
i overlook it...
nt appreciating wat was meant 4me
nt treasure wats still ard me..
=(((((
*sigh*
guess she sumhow made a very huge impact in my life...
cnt imagine daes w/o her
izzit too late to tell her "i love u" n "i'm soree"?
haish...
long entry indeed...soree guys...but too many things been happening...n
much too fast 4me to accept...*takes deeeeeep breaths*
1/20/2004 03:49:00 AM
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Saturday, January 10, 2004
hahaz..finally...tis is over...
juz merely a stupid prank
hahz...yah laff all u wan man...
stupid old man!
hahaz..
to tell u da truth...
i was damn relieved whn she coled n told me all abt it
hahz...guess u'r kinda impt 2us man...
hahaz..still...i'll gt bc at u ONE FINEEEE dae!...
muahahaha...
=P
yah tell me abt it dude...
i hav piano lessons in da morning n wat?
in lk 1/2 hrs tym
i'll b seeing my tuition teacher???
*sighz*
tis is my life
n these tyms r getting so hard
trying to feed n water my seeds plus
c dishornourn caught between....~
baobei!!!...juz read ur blog...sth bad cropped up huh?
dun worry ger
i think u told me b4...
seems lk a complicated case 4the all-too-clever yvonne to solve
ahahahaz...pardon me...
well...u'v followed ur hrt...but at the same tym
U'R FALLING IN TOO DEEP!!!
i dun wanna c u cry...
*huggle*
will cum visit u soon yea?
too busy w sch wk...
hahaz...
MISH U SOOOOOO MUCH MAN!
o tell me abt it!
hahaz..
meanwhle...tk grt cr of urself ok??love ya!!!
1/10/2004 08:56:00 PM
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m finally occupied...
juz simply too busy 2hav tym to think abt anything else
frenz all drifting apart...
all stressed up w wk too
catch up soon yea??
the unbearable amt of hw!!!
argh!!!
tell me wats new man!hahz
n yes...
im still goin jamming on mon..
*laffs*
hu cares?
hahz
***STRESSED!!!!***
o man
so u r juz washing ur hands off tis?
hella good u'r getting man!
so wat nw?
u were the one hu started the motivation
n here u r...
getting pissed over sth lk tt?!?
WAT DA HELL!!
c'mon man...
b a man n juz face it will'ya???
its meant to b a surprise
but ur bloody ego juz gts on our nerves huh?
pissed them off ytd..
n now wat?..i'm pissed off too!
rite...tis ain't getting anywhr...
is it?
juz fuck off man!
1/10/2004 01:58:00 AM
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Tuesday, January 06, 2004
heyyy...ahahaz...no one's commenting in my blog lorz!...hmfphz!...=Pp...sch's nt bad these few daes...onli tt i'm starting to feel stress...ahahaz...coz? Os lahz...so much hw everydae lor!.. =(( haish...
1/06/2004 11:48:00 PM
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Friday, January 02, 2004
I will never forget the days we once had...
The days when u were everything to me...
My mind used to tell me we'd be together forever...
But now i realised that was all a big dream...
The feelings i have for u will never go...
I wish i could take back that one regretful day..
The day when i willingly let you slide from my arms...
Never did i think of the astonishing pain of regrets....
That once i would have to live through...
The sight of u in someone else's arms makes my heart shatter into million pieces...
I sometimes wonder if u still think of me....
Or if to u..
i'm jus a face in the crowd...
I wish so very much that one day we could hav it all back...
But for now, I'll sit here silently.....
Remembering all the memories we once shared...
Everyday my love grows much stronger...
Hoping that one day you will feel the same....
AND put BACK the pieces of my BROKEN heart....
`i still long so much 4u
if onli....
tis was all juz a prank
dn we cn both move on 2a brand new tmr...
pls...
pls tell me tt u'r merely playing a prank on me!!!!!
juz lk tt n u'r outta my life???
1/02/2004 02:38:00 AM
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