Thursday, May 27, 2004
im DARN bored!!!
went to collect my report bk juz now...
sheesh!...
i scored 22/100 4humanities!!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!
n a 41% a Amaths!
i hoped 4a pass thou..haish...
wats nxt..
my eng?
51%...
Cl-->57%
no moderation done...
results shown as calulated b4..
argh!!!
my combine science gt a 30+%...
i 4got exactly how much..
but wat da hell!...
i did soooooo bad!!!!!
=(((
suppose 2meet up w jo 2study ltr..
doubt i cn now..=((
soree sweetie...
ANYHOW...
CL Os on mon...
wish me luck dudes! hahaz
thou i noe i'll nt do well...=Pp
m juz gonna rot at hm..
every1's out except 4me..
*complains*
argh..damn irritated lahz..haish...
juz wats wrong w me..
i dun understand...
noeing my results r already sooo bad..
i ain't doin anything abt it..
wat da fuck!
soree guys..
m nt in da rite state of mind...
5/27/2004 08:46:00 PM
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Friday, May 21, 2004
sheesh!
passed onli 3subjs outta 6!!!
grrr...
s.s-->35/100
eng-->51/100
Cl-->57/100
emaths-->65/100
amaths-->38/100
geog-->16/100
physics-->30+/100?
bio-->36/100
tt's how bad...argh...=((
m goin bowling now!!!!!!!!!!
wooohooo!
its been mths since i'v last been there..
wonder if i'v 4gotten how to..ahahaz...
continue ltr...
period.
23rd may
okiez...bc..=))
haha
was too tired to blog abt anything
ytd's bowling was damn fun thou..
keke..
tt was all i did ytd i think..
hahaz...
heading dwn to town ltr...
*dreadz* hope i dun bump into any1 i noe..
=///
shhhhh...
if u noe wat im tokin abt...
den after town goin 2beach...
ahahaha...
so fun cn..keke
its da beach im tokin bout here lady!
keke...=Pp
its been exactly 5mths le...
i still miss you...
but lesser den da past
think abt u less often...
i shld b glad...
i hav no idea wat im tokin bout...
gtg peeps...chaoz~!
5/21/2004 09:41:00 PM
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Monday, May 17, 2004
feeling sooooooooooooo fucked up!
haish!
i feel stupid writing tt entry...deleted aniwae..
hahz...
loooooooooooooooooove li hua sooooooooooooooo fucking much
muahahahahz...
she made me feel so much beta le!...
ahahahahhaz....
she juz noe me soooo well 2sae juz da right things..
n at da RIGHT tym !!
hee
*hugs hugs hugs*
5/17/2004 02:36:00 AM
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Saturday, May 15, 2004
i cnt deny u still hav a place in my hrt
m nt gonna cr whether u'll read tis or nt...
i claimed tt we r frens..
but nvr did i realise tt i'v nvr treated u tt way...
i cr 4u more den any1 else..think abt u more den any1
n miss u da most above all the ppl ard me....
n tt very simple reason is tt i still do love u...
whether or not the feelings had fade..i dun wish to find out
the more i think..the more everything starts cuming bc...
i wan soo much to move on..
bt lil things ard me constantly reminds me abt da past
the past tt beholds da memories of us...
u'r gone 4good..*nods* n i realli needa let go
...cn i?...
i kinda succeeded tis past mth...
avoiding anything tt has to do w u...
its juz a matter or how long i'll tk to do it...
i'v indeed found sum1 new already..
althou i still cnt figure out wat my feelings 4her r...
no1 cn resemble u nor cn i feel da same way i felt 4u b4
i'v always hated to adapt...
it was tough bc then...having to adapt to daes w/o u
n having to accept da fact tt u left behind onli trails of memeories...
leaving me onli all tt to cherish
all tt questions bout u...still rings in my head...
but it was nvr appropriate to ask u...
i even doubt the rights 4me to noe...
i'll nvr comprehend how ppl cn sae,"i'm happy 4u,seeing tt u'v found ur own happiness."
how da hell cn u feel happy whn u love tt sum1 so much
n instead of being together...
u c her w sum1 else...n still sae u'r happy...
i think tt's simply beyond insanity...
hahz...but agn...
mayb watever i felt 4u izzitn't love...
mayb its juz sum deep infactuations..
*laffs*
i'll nvr understand...will i?...
=)
how naive i was nw tt i think bc...............
went out w JO 2dae...
ahahahahz...
she damn funny lahz....
was sooooooo scared 4her whn she went to do tt ear thingy....
sheesh..it bleed too!!!! =//
den she so brave cn..still sae nt pain..
*ouch
hahahahhaz...
she's da funniest ger alive man...
laffing at almost everything..
ahahahz..i took da wrong decision..
cld hav taken da bus..but took da train instead..
was DAMN LONG a way bc...
hahahahz...
jo! rem my toes huh...ahahhaz...shhhh...
so paiseh..ahahahhaz...
no mood go out w cousin le...
but no choice...haish...
damn tired now..
*yawnz*
hahahahaz..
guess tt pig slping ready cn..=Pp
`i wanna watch troy!!!...=((
5/15/2004 03:03:00 AM
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Friday, May 14, 2004
i cnt deny u still hav a place in my hrt
m nt gonna cr whether u'll read tis or nt...
i claimed tt we r frens..
but nvr did i realise tt i'v nvr treated u tt way...
i cr 4u more den any1 else..think abt u more den any1
n miss u da most above all the ppl ard me....
n tt very simple reason is tt i still do love u...
whether or not the feelings had fade..i dun wish to find out
the more i think..the more everything starts cuming bc...
i wan soo much to move on..
bt lil things ard me constantly reminds me abt da past
the past tt beholds da memories of us...
u'r gone 4good..*nods* n i realli needa let go
...cn i?...
i kinda succeeded tis past mth...
avoiding anything tt has to do w u...
its juz a matter or how long i'll tk to do it...
i'v indeed found sum1 new already..
althou i still cnt figure out wat my feelings 4her r...
no1 cn resemble u nor cn i feel da same way i felt 4u b4
i'v always hated to adapt...
it was tough bc then...having to adapt to daes w/o u
n having to accept da fact tt u left behind onli trails of memeories...
leaving me onli all tt to cherish
all tt questions bout u...still rings in my head...
but it was nvr appropriate to ask u...
i even doubt the rights 4me to noe...
i'll nvr comprehend how ppl cn sae,"i'm happy 4u,seeing tt u'v found ur own happiness."
how da hell cn u feel happy whn u love tt sum1 so much
n instead of being together...
u c her w sum1 else...n still sae u'r happy...
i think tt's simply beyond insanity...
hahz...but agn...
mayb watever i felt 4u izzitn't love...
mayb its juz sum deep infactuations..
*laffs*
i'll nvr understand...will i?...
=)
how naive i was nw tt i think bc...............
wheeeee....exam's over..went suntec 2dae
brought bc too much memories thou
bleahz..ahahahz...
had fun too...jocelyn juz crap n crap w me
i pronounced da "stussy" word wrongly...
den she tease me abt almost everything w tt word cn!..
argh..ahaha...still she's damn funny la...
we walked...den we slacked...den walked agn
went esplanade...
worst still
muahahahaz...
finally met up w weiting n shu xin...
tt 2idiots...
so late den cum out..we rotted lk anything already la..
muhahhahaz...
went P.S last...
aahahahahahahahhaahahahahahz....guess hu i saw?
tot wun c them de...
but weiting spotted them...told me n i coled her
ahahahahz...so funny...as usual...
heard both their laffter....
ahahahah...an orange n blue combi...
nice N.I.C.E..hee hee...
gt lessons ltr..sheesh..
damn drained out now...
*yawnz*
tt's all 4now...i guess...hehz...
~nana..thnx 4such a wonderful dae...*smilez*
cheer up alrite sweetie...
u noe i'll always b ard...
love ya loadsssss...*hugs* hehz
5/14/2004 05:23:00 AM
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
tis is craziness...
stayed up until 5 tis morning..
supposely to study..
but wat did i end up doin?
stoning.....
gosh....juz wonder how i did tt..
hahahaz..gave up in the end n went to slp....
=Pp....pathetic n stupid i muz conclude...hahz
yes yes...m a flirt...
i cnt deny....neither do i wan to...=Pp
hehz...ppl muz study hard 4da upcuming papers k...
few more n we'r done..
i mean..
at least 4da tym being...
=Pp
its been 131daes already..i cnt deny u still hav a place in my hrt
m nt gonna cr whether u'll read tis or nt...
i claimed tt we r frens..
but nvr did i realise tt i'v nvr treated u tt way...
i cr 4u more den any1 else..think abt u more den any1
n miss u da most above all the ppl ard me....
n tt very simple reason is tt i still do love u...
whether or not the feelings had fade..i dun wish to find out
the more i think..the more everything starts cuming bc...
i wan soo much to move on..
bt lil things ard me constantly reminds me abt da past
the past tt beholds da memories of us...
u'r gone 4good..*nods* n i realli needa let go
...cn i?...
i kinda succeeded tis past mth...
avoiding anything tt has to do w u...
its juz a matter or how long i'll tk to do it...
i'v indeed found sum1 new already..
althou i still cnt figure out wat my feelings 4her r...
no1 cn resemble u nor cn i feel da same way i felt 4u b4
i'v always hated to adapt...
it was tough bc then...having to adapt to daes w/o u
n having to accept da fact tt u left behind onli trails of memeories...
leaving me onli all tt to cherish
all tt questions bout u...still rings in my head...
but it was nvr appropriate to ask u...
i even doubt the rights 4me to noe...
i'll nvr comprehend how ppl cn sae,"i'm happy 4u,seeing tt u'v found ur own happiness."
how da hell cn u feel happy whn u love tt sum1 so much
n instead of being together...
u c her w sum1 else...n still sae u'r happy...
i think tt's simply beyond insanity...
hahz...but agn...
mayb watever i felt 4u izzitn't love...
mayb its juz sum deep infactuations..
*laffs*
i'll nvr understand...will i?...
=)
how naive i was nw tt i think bc...............
BRING US BACK
When not is sadden done
And nothing matters any more
Are u a part of me
It was so easy
We had it all the if its all is been
I would’dn given more
But the stages bared is no one
Where it used to be so glad you come
All the roles are played in
There were happy ending
I remember
The first time
You turn me by the hand
Sad was meant to be
If that is yours that it will find a way that
Bring us back where our love was started
We’ll did it all ber
Ever thought that love would just lead us back
But you’re inside with me
I’ve been hold it all
A bearer in my heart
Wish you would come on in to me and
Bring me back where love was a hard work
Let’s give all a check
Let me know this time your round us day
Oh babe come to me
I’m waiting
Let me hold you tight
Oh let go
Bring it back where love so good
Oh babe come to me
I’m waiting
Let me hold you tight
Oh let go
Bring it back where love so good
i simply mish you soooooo much
5/01/2004 07:45:00 PM
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