Saturday, July 31, 2004
i miss you so much
siuling's party was sucha blast man!
wheeeheee...
ahahahhaz...many gt wet...nt me thou
had toks...picturing...bbqing...crapping
o my!
n da funnest part was whn me n xuewen played da SEE-SAW!!!
bahahhahaz...as it juz drizzled..
those seats were wet...sat on them anyhow..
n we'r both juz simply throwing each other high high up man!
wats nxt???
da slide!!
wheeeee...was wet too...
ahahahahahah but tis is F.U.N!
=DDD
nana had a drop too much thou...
if u noe wat im trying to gt at
nic n i sent her hm...
n gosh!
ahahahahhah she spoke sooo much rubbish cn!
both of us gt irritated 4one moment n scolded her
n wat??
she juz laffed out real loud n walked away
o my!!! ahahahahahhz
had my prelim orals ytd
na n i said da same thing man
found out onli after tt...wahahahhaz
had my 1st tuition at parkway
was freezing cold in there..
teacher was nice thou
felt giggly whn da lesson started..
god-noes-y
bahahahahahz
nana knew everything he's teaching n i completely blurred out
=PpPp
went 2sent my aunt off at 4am juz now
she..w my uncle n cousins r goin there 2study!
how cool...hmfph
hahahahaz
came hm onli abt 6...
slpt till lk 11
n tuition at 2pm whn i haven complete my hw?!?
=((
2dae's boring man....
aft tuition is piano lessons at da studio itself...
*yawn yawn yawn*
juz rem i hav test tmr-geog
n tues-phy
n wed-piano practs!!!!
ahahahahhahaz....o boy....
i realli m living life 2da fullest huh..
=PPP
completed my s.s n a lil amaths ytd nite thou
=)) thnx 2jo..she accompanied me till lk 4cn whle i do tt stupid amth hw
THANKEW sooooo much sweetie!!!!! *hugs*
=DDD
aft typing soo much
i still m missin' you...
tis tym i onli hav msg 4U
tings dun seem 2b goin tt smooth 4u huh
but i'll always b here alrite...
whr's ur glittery smile, baby???
hahahhaz..*hugs*
mish YOU plenty
7/31/2004 09:25:00 PM
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Wednesday, July 28, 2004
wheeee firstly...
im goin siuling's party on fri..
bahahahz
sounds mad huh....
hahahahaz =Pp
i'v gt piano exams nxt wed..
o boy...
its gettin me all nervous ready...
n i cnt giv tt dae's sch a miz!
coz da exam ends lk..11?
SHEESH...
hahahaz...n CL Os is cuming out!!
*tugs hair*
too much 4me 2wanna take in
o well...but wth...
i dun hav much of a choice...
=))
sch's boring 2dae...
=(((((
real boring man!
booohooo
went hm strg aft tuitorials 2dae..
guai rite...*boast boast* hahahaahz =Pp
superstar--->i read ur blog...
n my whle hrt seriously goes out 2u...
u'v been goin thru sooo much man!
wish i cld b there 4u whnever u needed tt listening ear..
=(( is now too late a tym 4me 2sae tt? =/
....tc alrite...continue smiling babe! izzitn't tt ur moto?!?!
heeeez....whr's da good-old-bubbly star?!?!? i mish you!!!!
sunshine--->hahahhahahz...stop it man!
bleahz! ahahahahhz.u cheeky bum bum! =Pp
o well...since u'r sitting beside me..i shall 4giv u...
ahahahhz...=DD honourned rite...wheeeee *hugs*
lihua-->GET WELL SOON!!!!!
i miss ur laffter man!!!now tok 2u lk so dead lk tt.....
heeeez...n im looking 4ward 2c u in sch!!!
bought u sth..remind me 2pass it 2u in sch..=))
love ya loads!!!*hugs*
nana..nic..carol-->love u all buddies!!! nic n carol do GET WELL SOON too alrite!!!!
heeez whr's our starbucks daes?!?! =(( i miz it man!
n nana tan!! i demand tt smile frm u!
cheeer up okiez!! *hugs* u noe i'll always b here..=)) *LOVE LOVE
nat-->beix...i mish u tons man! =((
did i miss any1 out? heeez...alrite... 2all those whom r sickly n below da weather
DO GET WELL SOON alrite! *hugs hugs* pretty boy loves u ALL! =DD
7/28/2004 02:49:00 AM
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Saturday, July 24, 2004
blah blah blah...
hw hw hw...
boo hoo hoo...
ahahahaz..juz had tuition..
cnt go blading coz gt tonsa hw 2complete...
=((
im bored n im freaking bored...
sheeeeeesh..ahahahahaz
heading 4a family gathering 2nite at sum restaurant...
its still izzitn't entertaining!
=XX
heh hehz...i wanna slp...
many things happened juz overnite...
sheeshh..
i still ain't taking it in properly...
*shakes*
it feels SO wrong 2hav said all those things
but agn...tt's how i felt deep dwn...
wat da hell...
its driving me nuts...
things r getting beta in sch..
i mean..tt excludes sch wk...=))
i think ..or hope things r realli wat it seemed now...
im falling in love w tennis!!!!
ahahahahz..its soooo fun!
WHHEEEE~!
=DD
n man! i still cnt find my CL text lahz!!!
sure kana frm her on mon...
hu crs aniwae...ahahahz..
=PpPp
fri's siuling's party..
bet it'll b fun..wan so badly 2go!
heeee N WE'R PLAYING TENNIS IN DA NITE!!!
tis cn nvr b cooler..ahahhaz
*shrugs*
but nxt dae's mock...
chances of goin? 50%?
=(((((((((((((
i dunno wat i feel abt *u anymore
sumtyms..i'll mish u sooo much
n sumtyms i dun even feel a thing upon hearing abt u
sumtyms i even wanna ask u bc
bt i nvr cld find those guts
sumtyms i'll miz those silly actions u do..
n sumtyms i dun
sumtyms i miz seeing those glittery eyes of urs
n sumtyms dream of it too
sumtyms i miz hugging u...
n sumtyms i simply cnt find tt feeling anymore
sumtyms memories cum ruching bc..
n sumtyms i juz ignore
but nvr cld i ignore da place u'v already occupied in my hrt!!!
i still CNT giv up...
i do not dare to love agn
or even trust anymore
u made it feel so complete
n took it away all
im soree i wasn't perfect
althou i had no regrets...
im soree im soree im soree
but pls do tell me its a joke alrite,afterall
ahahahahahz nice?its half my feelings n half words i juz find 2fit in...
im bored cnt u c?!?!
its driving me "under da sea"
bahahahhahahahahahhahahahhahahz o wat da hell...
~~~peace out dudes!~~~
7/24/2004 11:47:00 PM
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Friday, July 23, 2004
man~
sch suck...
fucked up stress
s.s hw agn..
wassup w her man..
n s.s mock on sat...
sheesh...muz study whle bk summore....
hope she wun b bothered 2mark..hahaz
bet i'll do damn badly...=//
went a.v 2dae n guess hu i saw?!
sheesh..still cnt cfm yet
but tt technician guy look lk my cousin's ex cn
baahahaz..
*shrugs*
guess curiousity REALLI kills the cat
juz saw sth tt made me feel realli uneasy...
i shldn't b feeling lk tt ready
*shrugs
it izzitn't cuming bc thou...
its juz.............
went 2study w nic 2dae...
hahahaha
she's damn comical man....
her stupid actions..=PpPp
whn i finally gt settled dwn 2study was already lk 5?
muahahahahz...
nvr giv in..
continue 2persevere
i noe u'll stand strong..
at the end of da dae
we'll all still remain da bestest of pals...
dun let sucha small setbc brg u dwn...
n i'll juz b rite by ur side whle u walk thru tis..
*wink*
frens cum n go..
tt's wat ppl sae...
but tis seems exceptional to da 4of us...
u noe wat im getting at...
love ya tons guys!
doreen---> so soree bout 2dae man..
keke din noe da wall had sucha big impact on u...
muahahhahahha...*wink* love ya!
glitter partner--> eeee y ur face 2dae so black??
scare me onli cn..hahahaz
love ya tons babe!
superstar-->hey!!! miss u lahz! whn's lunch cuming??? *stomach growling* hahaz
=PpPp
nana tan!!!---->wheeeeeeeeeee gt no msg 4u lahz...
but juz wanna tell u i love you!!! =DD
carol---->gt well sooooon alrite!!!! heeez
beta go gt da tap repaired asap!
i did my best babe...hahaz...=Pp
*hugs*
~easter bunny's place still stand strong......
whao...colourful huh! keke =Pp
7/23/2004 06:08:00 AM
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Friday, July 16, 2004
wheee...its finally a fri 4me!
bahahahz..m breathless already running tis week's "marathon"
=PpPp
had test 2dae..
pray i'll pass...
tmr's bio mock..followed by physics tuitorial
phy mock will b postponed
heee...wheee..thank god
=DDD
gt plenty of hW 4da wkend thou..
lemme think....
1)eng--cut articles
2)s.s--re-do greenplan's notes..sheesh..tt's enuff 2kill
3)amaths--tys..
4)study bio 4tmr
5)tuition--E n Amaths tys
argh...*tugs hair*
iz tt nt enuff yet>!?!
argh!!!
hahaz..=Pp
wanna go blading agn tmr!!
i hope i cn find da tym...
but priority goes 2goin church tmr!!!!
*prays hard* i cn mk it...
=//
hehz..nana will tell u soon ehz!
=))
there's simply too many things i hav deep dwn 2solve n face it
i dunno if im avoiding it or m i juz being too sensitive..
is tis infactuation?..like? or even a crush?
*shrugs*
i realli cnt tell
n dun wish 2find out...
i noe i cnt commit myself in2 lyking sum1 else anymore..
...at least nt 4now
she's still there...
i noe it...deep dwn...
mayb its juz me wanting company...
mayb its juz me being an asshole..
i dunno...
i dun even wanna tok abt it 2any1
denying everything seems da rightest thing 2do
solving it will juz result in more complications 2tis whle crap
wats more is tt...
its juz ONE-sided..
e.n.d o.f s.t.o.r.y
hehz..whle lot of crap i juz said..
bahahahz..hu crs...
=PpPp
2dae doreen went bonkers!
bahahahahz...she hid my eraser
den whn i asked her 4it...she started 2want 2giggle
o my...so in order nt 2let da cat outta da bag
she took tis realli comical foto n point at it n pretend she was laffing at it
o gosh..u shld hav seen..
she damnnnnnnnnn funny!!!!!!!!!
ahahahahhahaz....
piano lesson soon..
*yawnz*
tking my practicals in august man!
damn scary!!!
hahahz..till den...
~~ love love each n every1 of u guys out there...
=)))
7/16/2004 04:35:00 AM
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Saturday, July 10, 2004
im bored bored bored...
sheeesh!
haven gt my cargos yet!!!
argh..cnt decided which 2buy anyway
hahahaz..
sch wk..tuition wk all piling high high up man
hahaz..but do i look as if i cr..
grrr..irritate me onli
=Pp
ahahaahah juz saw sum pics..
o my!
ahahahah my easter bunny soooo cute la!
oh WHEEEEEEE~
kekekeke
had my 1st mock paper 2dae
ain't i anymore proud of it...
bahahaz! its juz crap lah huh
no teacher summore n da paper so tough!
sheesh..keke
had pics 2entertain me thou...
=Pp rite stef...??
ahahahhaz..blueahz..
frendster's lagging lk hellllll!
hotmail shows me receiving 2msgs
BUT IT AIN'T APPEARRING IN FRENSTER AT ALL!
argh...
im juz being sooo paranoid here..
=Pp soree
try being bored n u'll understand..
O YAH!
LI HUA BOUGHT MY STRAWS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHAO WHAO!!!
kekekek thankew sooooooooooooooo much man!!
nid nt look 4it myself anymore..
yay!!!!!!!!!! hahahahz
THANKEW THANKEW THANKEW~~
i haven been goin 4jamming sessions 4lk 6mths already?
man..i miss it sia...
hehz..lalalaallalaalz
tis entry so wu liaoz..
but wat da hell
IM NT EVEN BEING ENTERTAINED!
IM STILLLLLLL SOOOOOOOO BOREDDDDDD!
e.n.d o.f c.o.m.p.l.a.i.n
=DD
how cn i 4get tis
ahahahahz
i miss my cutie easter bunny!!!!
bahahahahhaz!
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tis is 4u ger...u noe hu u r =))
thankew 4always being there..
thankew 4holding my hand
n walking every single path w me...
thankew 4pulling me up after i fall
thankew 4all those wonderful memories
thankew 4lending a hand 2help
thankew 4ur wonderful ears tt listens
thankew 2ur wonderful hugs tt made my daes
thankew thankew thankew 4everything u'v done 4me
sumtyms..i may neglect u..
fight w u..but at the end of the dae..
u noe ur place deep dwn will nvr fade...
i wan u 2noe i do cherish u
n tt no matter wat happens 2u..
i'll always b there..
aft hearing all tt frm u juz now
dun worry...
i seriously think its merely stress
n 1/2 b'coz of her..
but think agn...
r u realli gonna let tis affect u 4da rest of ur life?
u CAN overcum tis..
believe in urself alrite..
hey man..look ard u..there's SOO many caring 4u
loving u n MOST imptly..always being there 4u
r u juz gonna let tis setback brg u way way dwn?
n let each n every1 of us dwn?
we r always willing to accept da new u..
nevertheless...since u said u dun lk wat u r now..
do wat u think is right...n b tt good old ger i used to noe
we'll seriously support u in watever u do..
n respect each n every decision u mk..
its up 2u 2mk a difference
u'll always b u...
i do believe n trust in tt
the good old u still remains..
sumwhr..sumhow..deep deep down...
~~rem ehz!we'll always b there!*hugs*
dun fear abt falling dwn or breaking dwn...
i'll NT FAIL 2catch u or 2b ur listening ear!
..so does every1 else..=)
treasure n believe in urself
coz we ALL believe in you.=))
7/10/2004 12:56:00 AM
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Wednesday, July 07, 2004
tis is 4u ger...u noe hu u r =))
thankew 4always being there..
thankew 4holding my hand
n walking every single path w me...
thankew 4pulling me up after i fall
thankew 4all those wonderful memories
thankew 4lending a hand 2help
thankew 4ur wonderful ears tt listens
thankew 2ur wonderful hugs tt made my daes
thankew thankew thankew 4everything u'v done 4me
sumtyms..i may neglect u..
fight w u..but at the end of the dae..
u noe ur place deep dwn will nvr fade...
i wan u 2noe i do cherish u
n tt no matter wat happens 2u..
i'll always b there..
aft hearing all tt frm u juz now
dun worry...
i seriously think its merely stress
n 1/2 b'coz of her..
but think agn...
r u realli gonna let tis affect u 4da rest of ur life?
u CAN overcum tis..
believe in urself alrite..
hey man..look ard u..there's SOO many caring 4u
loving u n MOST imptly..always being there 4u
r u juz gonna let tis setback brg u way way dwn?
n let each n every1 of us dwn?
we r always willing to accept da new u..
nevertheless...since u said u dun lk wat u r now..
do wat u think is right...n b tt good old ger i used to noe
we'll seriously support u in watever u do..
n respect each n every decision u mk..
its up 2u 2mk a difference
u'll always b u...
i do believe n trust in tt
the good old u still remains..
sumwhr..sumhow..deep deep down...
~~rem ehz!we'll always b there!*hugs*
dun fear abt falling dwn or breaking dwn...
i'll NT FAIL 2catch u or 2b ur listening ear!
..so does every1 else..=)
treasure n believe in urself
coz we ALL believe in you.=))
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k now..4da update..
sch suck leahz..
hahz...everydae is study study study
slacking seems 2hav been drifted frm my dictionary
sheesh...but fri's cool...
its a half-dae 4every1!
wooohooo...nth much 2sae..too tired...
tmr's thurs!
wheee...
its nearing da end of da end of da week..
cnt wait...
im exhausted!
=((
boohoohoo..
2dae was ok thou...
kinda glad tt i finished up most of my hw in sch
=)) heeez...kinda happy too..
hahahahahz...
shall update agn tmr...
*yawnz*
nitey world...
bc to hW now...muacks!
=PpPp
***** Things ard me constantly remind me abt u...
but daes r getting busier..
kping myself occupied is da best way out...
it ain't such an impact anymore
thou missing u is still da worst part
im getting used to it
=)
i thank god tt u'r doin fineee now
kping u save in his arms...
i juz hope u noe tt i'll always b ard
2listen 2ur probs...
or even b ur shoulders 2cry on
it feels good juz 2c u remain the happy,cheery n pretty ger
=)) *****
7/07/2004 05:19:00 AM
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