Saturday, August 28, 2004
wheeeeee
pretty boy = no-more-foneless on weekends....
hahahaz...
i din actually havta wanna steal tt dae
she gave it bc in da nite
sweet but nt very sweet
hahz....
ytd was "thrilling"
ss w ms lim was grt...
thou it kinda confused me a lil more
bt wat more cn b done 2tis confused child?
muahaha
rushed dwn in cab w nic..nana...n carol
searched 4tt stupid tuition place 4soo long man
banged into cuifen
still looking gd
=))
was late whn we went 4da pracs
nxt stop
cab agn...
but tis tym
mr chua + nana + pretty boy
to parkway
bahahz
he insisted on paying
o well
=Pp
there goes....FREE RIDE
woohoo
hehz
2dae?sundae?
prelims prac tmr?mondae?
sheesh..
stayed up late ytd 2study ss...
gosh...i took lk 4hrs 41chpt
*shakes head*
bahaz
i hope i wun screw tmr
*cross fingers*
more s.s 2dae i guess....
n mayb a lil of revising 4pracs
=//
*YAWNZ*
muahahz...
my blog sucks big tym
i need a new template
*sulks
bt aint gt da tym
bear w da ugliness peeps
=PpPp
**goooooooood luck 4da practs tmr guys!!!**
8/28/2004 09:02:00 PM
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Friday, August 27, 2004
whaoo!!
psss....i c my fone juz rite on my mum's table now
*beams*
take it or leave it??
muahaahahahahaz
o well...
shall b gd...
*sulks
im dead packed tmr!!!!!
i'll tell u y.....
10am-?~social studies grp tuitorial
12-2pm~pract tuitorial at bugis
2-3pm~***
3-5~phy/bio tuitorial at parkway
gosh...
tell me tt's too lil 4u
bahahaahhahz
im soooo stressed up w da social studies tuitorial tmr
wat if i cnt ans da things she ask?!?
wat she she juz happen 2b in a BAD mood?
wat if she juz yells at me?
wat if....
*tugs hair*
i'v gt 1whle pile of hw awaiting 4me
but its all onli needed 2b handed in AFTER prelims
lalalalala
i cn THUS take my tym!
heeeee
nana~but i really m mugging...secretly...MUAHAHAHAH!
ur freaking out realli crack me up wat!! ahahahhaz..*wink*
*smirks* more 2cum?? *evil smiles* watch out tmr lady! hahahahahaz *HUGS*
karen~thankew sweeeeethrt superstar =))
hope im nt forgotten?!?...hahz...no-fone-pretty-boy allows u 2ring her hse!!!
heeeeez....mish u a WHOLE freaking lot!!!! =DD
baby~~c tt *** thing in btw my schedule tmr?
hahahahz its 4me 2wake u up!!
rem???tuition!!!!*shakes*
hahahahaz...being foneless doesn't mean i dun hav C.O.I.N.S
*grinz*
i always hav 30cents in my pocket wat rem?!?!?
muahahahahaz...love u my hottie pie!!! =DD
8/27/2004 04:25:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 25, 2004
sch's fine 2dae...
=))
im bored...
i love my sunshine man!
she's been my messenger ever since mon cn!
wheeeeheeee
=DD
*love love
=DD
its been study study n study frm mon...
*sulks
hahz...
but its alrite...
i guess...?...
need more of tis thou
wanna score well 4prelims
=DD
~~study hard too guys! *wink*
8/25/2004 05:53:00 AM
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Saturday, August 21, 2004
life's a bitch
u'r r always doin things tt YOU THINK is best
bt hav nvr spared a tot abt how i feel
feel lk running away frm all tis shit
i din realli feel a ting whn u scolded me ytd
in fact i juz needed u 2shoot in in da head
hate it whn i tok to u
hate it whn u start 2nag
hate it whn im bc at hm
hate it whnever i c u
hate it whn u brk ur promises
i juz hate U
juz if u din noe
watevr happened ytd had made me hate u more
u cn nvr gt da respect frm me till i gt it frm u first
dun u ever understand?
so u think by taking away my fone will mk me a beta child
over my dead fucking body
i wish i cld live w sum1 else
i wish u din exist
i wish 2go far far away
all becoz of u
i dun wan my studies 2b affected bcoz of u
i dun think its worth it
dun i gt any privacy?
dun u c tt i ONLI rebel 2wards U??
do gt tis strg
u cn do watever u wan w me
but NVR will my opinion of tis family chng
u'll nvr let go
n u think i will?
im growing up
but u ain't giving me tt opportunity to
n nt even da space i need
fuck off n mind ur own business WILL U?!?!?
juz leave me alone
im happy in tis world of my own
cnt help bt feel tis way
fone's confiscated
lk wats new...
argh
almost gt kicked outta hse ytd
(y din he)
hahz
so peeps out there...
pls dun msg me ready
juz ring me up if necessary
went tuition ytd
saw new faces agn
but tis tym i gt a shock whn i saw tt new ger
y?
coz she look sooooooooo lk monica
bahahahhaha
her dao att...
n her ah lian face
sheesh
anyhow...
teacher told us she's in spore idol too
LOL
*shrugs*
**soree baby
i'v lost all ur msgs
=((
try 2ring u up soon
mish u loads
8/21/2004 08:14:00 PM
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Thursday, August 19, 2004
*thumbs up*
lesser hw 2dae
at least we cn now exclude ss 4da moment
=))
went 4dental app 2dae
=))
had praises
=DD
thou i had gaps btw my teeth
=//
hahaz
o we had foto takin too
=))
was fun
hahaz
saw her.....
n her....
n even more of her.....=DD
wahahahha
wheeeee
studied 4awhle n went 2da airport 2fetch my dad
bc hm...
m hooked on da comp
sooo reluctant 2go offline
=Pp
*yawnz*
i need 2study CL!!!
(u.r.g.e.n.t)
=((
most imptly.......
i need slp
da weekends seem 2b da perfect start
*beams*
=PpPp
*YAWNZ YAWNZ YAWNZ*
maroon5->she will b loved
i dun mind spending everydae
out in da corner in da pourin rain
look 4da ger w da broken smile
ask her if she wans 2stay ard
n she will b loved
n she will b loved
8/19/2004 05:36:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 18, 2004
muahahahahaahahahahahahahz
2dae's recess was superb!!!
wahahahahaz
11 of us bought half a watermelon n juz dig in w spoons!!!
wheeeeheeee..hahahz..
it was splashy splashy...
n way toooo yummy!!!!
*grin grin*
wats tmr's fruit i wonder....
bahahahahahhaz
*wink*
n aft sch nana n i went 2meet..
chris n many 2/4 ppl...4/6 ppl....n hmm..tt's abt it?
hahahaz...
HAPPY BDAE CHRIS
(thou u wun c tis)
wheeee its been YEARS since we last had a gatherin lk tt!!
wheeeeeeeeeeeee
way beyond F.U.N
hahahahahz...
it was chris's treat
bought her a cake too
took pix....
sang bdae song
crapped...
n more crapZ...
waahahahahhahahz
walked hm w nana n mich aft tt
bahahahhahahhhaha
dunno y...
was beyong cloud nine man!
hahhahahahahz
juz crapped....laffed
n laffed even MORE
bahahahahhahahz
bt as soon as i reached hm
its bc 2sq 1 agn...
=((
sad huh...hahahhahaz
hw hw...n more hw...
o well...i'll do it ltr...
n 2nite gt 'CHARMED'!!!!!
wheeeeeee!
its bc!!!!!
love tt show!!!!
hahahahahahhaz...
lalalalalalalalalalla
im simply goin mad...
heeeeee
**hey baby...hope u'r feeling beta ready
u seemed fine 2me juz now
was a s.c.a.r.e last nite
=//
u juz seemed sooo weirded out
do tell me if sth's bothering u alrite?
CHEEEESE UP DARLING!!!! =DDD
n dun u worry..watever u told me din hav much of an impact on me anymore
its history
i dun wanna look bc agn
mish u soooooo much now!!!
hahaz hurry use ur broom n fly here now!!
bahahahz...mine's in no avail anymore
i'v brokened it
=PpPp will u mk me another??
=))
8/18/2004 03:25:00 AM
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Monday, August 16, 2004
i'v splitting headache!!!!!
argh!!!!!
went 2nap but din gt any beta...
booooohoooo
guess wat
i went hm strg aft sch 2dae
feels weird thou
mum was surprised too
bahahz..
did my hw n went 2slp..
hehz
nth interesting happened in sch thou
other den my confirmation 2retake CL Os
=////
juz wonder how da hell m i gonna cope man
poof!
i finally saw da urgency 2prioritise my studies
m nt gonna let anything affect me anymore
mayb 4now...*shrugs*
hahahaz
im starting to miz slacking mann
=PpPp
cheryl-->bahahahahz u damn silly cn!
o my!!!! hahahaha u'd beta brush up on ur CL den...
we'll do well tgt ok!!!! (i'll try my best ) hahahaz
*wink*
ninja mama-->muahahahahahz UR 5 BUCKS!!!!!!
=((((
i miss u baby! =0))
8/16/2004 03:47:00 AM
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Saturday, August 14, 2004
weekends r gettin real boring...
had mock ytd...den tuition in da aft...
n 2dae im gonna rot at hm..o wheee
ahahaahz....
saw cassandra...stef n jieying ytd
grt changes brought abt in them man!=Pp
except 4stef( yet to cum 4u huh)
haaZ
gt bc my CL results...gt a C5...
=((
think m gonna retake it..
its done real badly man..
wanted a 3 instead
but looks lk sth too far frm whr im standing nw...
n on tt dae i had my Olevel eng oral too
=((
was bad...thou da teachers were nice...
way too nice 4me 2relax...
o wth...
hahahhaz...
*tugs hair*
dad's having sailing courses agn 2dae
gonna watch him sail ltr...
=))
n i simply cnt wat 4my surfing lessons...
wheeeheeeee
=Pp
i hav wayyyyyyy tooo much hW tis wk
tuition...sch...n more tuition....
=((
*roars*
superstar--->mish u mish u mish u mish u mish u mish u tonssssssssssss man!!!!
yah!! whn exactly is lunch babe?!?!?!??!??? hahahahahahaz..*HUGS*
will u support me in my *decision???
8/14/2004 07:51:00 PM
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Wednesday, August 11, 2004
im HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
ahahahahahz
m surprised how i'v cleared up tis shit
in lk 1/2 a dae?
heeeeez...saeing gdbye 2da past is actually nt a SO-bad thing afterall
hahahahaz
kp on looking bc will onli mk my neck feel so tired
due to da continuous turning bc
i'v chose 2let go....
move on...
n nvr look bc A.G.N
tis was meant 2b enlightened on me lk bloody mths ago?
bahahahahahz
n it onli dawned on me now...
o well...but still......................
wheeeeeeee!!!!!
*bounce bounce*
m amazed how happy i feel aft making tis
all-too-big-4me-2handle decision!!!!
hahahahahahhahz
o man! i had great tummy ache 2dae!
din hadda go shit
n din had mens...
juz din noe wat da hell tt was
until sch was over...
n so was da pain
ahahahahahahz..
*shrugs*
o man!!!
m taking my Olevel CL results tmr!!!!
n aft tt is my ENG OLEVEL ORALS!!!!
whoooohoooooo
wat an exciting dae....
*buckles on seatbelt*
bahahahahahaz
n agn!
GOOOOD LUCK 2MANY hu's under da same fate as me
n GOOOOOOOD LUCK yvonne....=DDD =PpPp
doreen-->im glad 2hear tt...hahahah...mr P...hope u lyk it!aahahahahahz...M18 lehz...u 18 ready meh! if nt cnt always go c c ok! aahahahahz...=Pp
love *you
8/11/2004 02:18:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 10, 2004
tis is crap...
we'r always so near...
yet far...
i hate it whn things gt outta hand
i hate it whn i miss 2c u...
sumtyms i think u'r juz a fren already..
sumtyms i think nt....
juz saw sth n made me feel remorseful AGN
is tis part of god's plan too?
making me fall so deep n expect me 2gt outta it
...in juz daes?....
dun wanna believe wat actually happened...
but it did....
juz whn i tot i'll nvr hear ur name agn
it turned out the other way round
im nt sad upon hearing 'tt abt u
im nt moody anymore whn i tok abt u...
coz god has sent another angel
2guide me outta tis shit....
its gettin much beta alrite...
i thank god soooo much 4*her
tT history made me take one step bc b4 deciding anything
..anymore...
i hope there'd b another lk u...
n i'll love her da way i did 4u
n da kinda feelings i had whn im w u
but nvr hav or will i cum across one
u'r juz too good 2b true
mayb i shld b glad tt we din stay 4mths
or da pain wld b worst
mayb i shld b thankful 4loosing u
or i'd hav nvr met her
i wish i cld run away
far far away frm tis horrible place
but i'v still gotta face up 2reality
*she's always been there 4me
i wun noe wat i'll do w/o her
i admit..
she'd became part of my life
all i ask 4is 2forget tt i even had u...
alll tt memories..
all those happiness...
it doesn't belong to me a.n.y.m.o.r.e
i still think 4daes of hols is nt enuff...
hahahaz...
i need slp!!!
=Pp
national dae was sucky..
all i tot abt was him
din hav da mood 2even celebrate
ain't TT sad anymore thou
guess im accepting already
=))
suppose he's doin well up there w god
*miss him terribly much
still hav 1more geog 2go n im done w hol hW
wheee
=DD
lemme c wat i did 2dae
had morning col n met up w nana
came bc 4a swim
did my hW...slacked...
played da piano...
o well....its gettin boring...
bUT ONE GREAT ACHIEVEMENT!
i baked a brownie all my MYSELF
hahaha...=PpPp
i din burn dwn da hse...let alone blow myself up
i juz wasted pretty much of da ingredients
hahahah
coz i tried baking it 2tyms b4 but failed
heeeeee
still da 3rd tym wasn't all tt yummy
its juz............................................
b.e.t.t.e.r ??.......
i hope
hahaz...=))
nana-->do cheer up ok..=)) heee
hope u'r already trying to accept da fact...
n tuition was fun alritey tt dae!
wheeeeheeee...more fun 2cum!! n nt more sipping-of-drink-2kp-awake lessons
hahahhaha....*wink* love ya plenty plentily plentifully much!!!=DDD
sunshine---->gt well sooooooon!!!! heeeee
o..n 2all those taking their olevel eng oral tmr...
goooooooodie luckie guys!!!!
yak more ok!!! heeee it helps..i think..=Pp
GOOD LUCK YVONNE TOO
=PpPpPp
b4 i gt any lamer....
MUACKS!!! tc!!
n i definetly love my silly rooo roooooooo! =DDDD *HUGS*
8/10/2004 02:40:00 AM
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Friday, August 06, 2004
had national celebration
but i cldn't understand y any1 cld even stand up n dance 2da music
da mood in sch wasn't da same a.n.y.m.o.r.e
no more loud n soft scolding...
no more lame but funny jokes...
no more discipline...
as da songs were left playing 4us 2njoy...
stef n i juz sat there..
da more i think...
da more i felt my eyes getting watery
cnt hold it bc any longer
had prayer session aft da celebration 4mr quah
saw tis leta he wrote 2every1...
da cranes he metioned...
i reckon its those frm da tennis gers
prayed...had a few teachers sharing their stories of him w us
he was actually sooo cheeky..funny...kind at hrt...
n a total sweet gentleman whn it cums 2treating ladies...
we nvr realli saw the other side of him...
da strong n macho side was juz 2discipline us...
cnt imagine how i hated him b4...
hatred turned into love n regret...
theres nt even tym 4an apology..........
aft da session...
ms tan decided 2cancel phy tuitorial..
held tmr instead
as many were too weak n upset 2even hav classes
da rest of da afternoon was traumatising
went 2attend da funeral
as expected...
i cried my eyes out
went 2 st bernadette's church
had prayers..
sang..prayed...teared...
nxt we travelled in bus 2Mandai
was giving flowers 2b put on him
every1 had a chance 2hav a last look at him
whle laying da flower on him...
every1 cried damn badly..
he looked sooo thin...
haggard..had very lil hair...all turned white...
almost cldn't recognise him
as we walked past...
cnt help 2hold those tears bc
flashbacks of him appeared on my mind..
da foto of him was juz sooo...
happy...smiling away...
its simply da happiest smile he ever gave...
n i ever knew...
it was onli aft tt..tt we went into da cremation area
too crowded...
cldn't realli c...
all i cld hear was tt da cries getting louder as we prayed...
suppose they saw da whle process of da pushing in of da coffin
cried agn...
finally it was over...
da hrs were so short
but it seems lk we'v been there 4awhle dae
took da bus bc 2church
**althou u'r up there w god...
wat u'v left behind..
will always b rememberd deeply in our hrts...
all tt u'v done...
we'v overlooked it...
disliked u...
n took it 4granted...
im truely soree 4how i'v nt respected u in da past...
made fun of u....
n scolded u behind ur bc....
u cn nvr imagine loosing u is sucha grt loss 2us
sum1 hu had a big impact in our lives
u did nt ask 4those respect
instead..u'v e.a.r.n.e.d it....
mr quah-->an honourable man w lil words...
hardly smiling....
always concerned.....
is now gone ....
taking him frm all those suffering he had been thru
he's lived life 2da fullest...
n we thank u sooo much 4being sucha grt teacher...
u'll always hav my utmost respect
n always will live in my hrt.....
Rest In Peace
i love you
8/06/2004 06:57:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 04, 2004
i regretted hearing abt it
*stonez
8/04/2004 02:11:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
piano exams tmr!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
im freaking scared!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HELPZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* thankew 4all those hu wished me luckS
heeeee
esp da super-di-duper sweeeet karen!!!
shall proclaim 2every1 wat u did!
ahahahhaahhz...
she wished me 18 good lucks ok?!?!?
bahahahhahaahahz...sweet rite! =DDD
n jo 4 tt BIG BIG hug!! heeeez
thnx loads sweetie!!!!
=DDD
>>>i'v chosen a nice colour huh....i needed those attention ok!
ahahahahahahz
o well well...
bet many already heard abt mr quah..
paying him a visit mayb on wed/thurs
i mish him soooo much....
*sighz*
i mish those tyms he scolded...
laffed...
n joked abt silly lame jokes
which will still b laffed at afterall
sth lk tt juz hadda happen 2sucha
good n strong man lk him
he's gained my utmost respect n hornour!
no1 in da sch cn ever gt da students soooo disciplined EXCEPT him.
anyhow...
tis had 2hav a reason 2happen...
mayb God has BIGGER n GREATER plans 4him
he'll always b kept in our memories
whether its in body or mind....
he'd made sucha big impact in our lives...
memories r all tt we hav had left 2treasure
do kp in mind as nt to tk da ppl ard us 4granted
(well...i'll try too)
love n miss you always mr quah
here i go 4my practise at da exam venue agn
*dreadz*
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh....
im sooooooooo freaking scared...
GOOD LUCKs YVONNE!!!!
=PpPpPp
nana-->cheer up okiez...im rite here beside u yea
*hugs* being so sad 4him will onli mk things worst..do look it on da brighter side of life..i noe u need tym..bt dun let tis affect ur studies ok...u noe i love u!
8/03/2004 02:13:00 AM
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i'll always remember that beautiful smile
i thought i saw a smile so familiar and warm that day
but only for awhile...
and im left alone in the crowd.
thou u'r gone,
im glad to have those memories of you and i kept deep inside me
the closeness we shared..
the times you put me to bed
the way u always cheer me up
those silly faces u allowed me to make on your face when im bored
i'll remember every part of it.
With all that,
im sure i'll be able to walk outtve that crowd n smile again.