Tuesday, May 31, 2005
yes yes yes yes!!! miss lim an qi!!!!!i misss u to bitssssssss*quotes agn =Ppe sch is sooo quiet w/o u.hope to bump into u more often!!!!!!!!!HUGGGGSSSSsigh.i miss working i miss workinge place is chnging big tymhrd loads frm my ms tay.sigh. wats tis cuming to mann?? thank god anqi's still ard.laughsdamn having cramps everywhrsheesh.im juz lousy ballsLOL trngs agn tmr...row row rowwww!=))sch 2dae seemed lyk nthstarted at 8 w labbut was late.juz sat there n stone till ma maths testkinda satisfied w e paper thou=)) after tt was lecture....poof...ma 1st tym dosing off 4a good half n hrlaughs. woke up w horrible headachesn decided to skip apel n head hmmet up w tt silly bum earlier onshe's gng tanning after schhow cool. whn its drizzling?well...sentosa's always a miracle. so she went ahead w her plans.yawn.............................................stayed up sooo late juzta study math n it turned out alritewas thankful i din stay up later=)whee towning ltr w na tan.need moreee clothesmite meet up w conn ltralrite. shall study alil nowhope i dun dose off=Pp laters.
5/31/2005 11:45:00 PM
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yes yes yes yes!!! miss lim an qi!!!!!i misss u to bitssssssss*quotes agn =Ppe sch is sooo quiet w/o u.hope to bump into u more often!!!!!!!!!HUGGGGSSSSsigh.i miss working i miss workinge place is chnging big tymhrd loads frm my ms tay.sigh. wats tis cuming to mann?? thank god anqi's still ard.laughsdamn having cramps everywhrsheesh.im juz lousy ballsLOL trngs agn tmr...row row rowwww!=))sch 2dae seemed lyk nthstarted at 8 w labbut was late.juz sat there n stone till ma maths testkinda satisfied w e paper thou=)) after tt was lecture....poof...ma 1st tym dosing off 4a good half n hrlaughs. woke up w horrible headachesn decided to skip apel n head hmmet up w tt silly bum earlier onshe's gng tanning after schhow cool. whn its drizzling?well...sentosa's always a miracle. so she went ahead w her plans.yawn.............................................stayed up sooo late juzta study math n it turned out alritewas thankful i din stay up later=)whee towning ltr w na tan.need moreee clothesmite meet up w conn ltralrite. shall study alil nowhope i dun dose off=Pp
5/31/2005 11:45:00 PM
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juz came hm frm trnglaughs. my form of "zian fei-ing"loL! was grt funn mann...runss after soo long.yiling was there w us agn..a not so senior yet...lolshagged now thou i haven studied 4ma test tmr.sigh. qiong-ing tonite.yawn my eyes r now already juz 1/2 openshitz...wonder how ltr.laughs.so lookin 4ward to trngs agn on thurs.*grin grinwonder if tt date's still on tmrlolkinda miss u.laughsweird. wateveru'r gd at floorball lady!lol. aggressive mama! =Pp
5/31/2005 08:25:00 AM
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Monday, May 30, 2005
e weeekends were beautiful.if only time stops right there.laughs.yes now i feel lyk a total fool.a freakin big substitute.whichever way nor to whom.im juz one.sigh.its not e 1st tym.im givin' up.
5/30/2005 03:24:00 AM
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Sunday, May 29, 2005
woke up at 5am to sent 'em off to e airport mann!n slept onli lyk 4hrs?sheeshgt comments tt my eye bags heavier ready=XXden met up 4breakfast.mann...ytd's dragon boat was a blast.LOL great funn.even conn's thinking of joining it instead of floorball.c its grt funn. =))den went hm chng n met lihua to shop.saw conn working at town too. doing closing i shld sae.lollihua's room is realli cool tooits purplee!!!! *enviousn her dog's realllli cute...both dosed off realli early ytdn walked baby da nxt dae.she runs lyk anything cn.LOL
n she's realli lovely mann!lyk furball!!! love her to bits!=)))came hm bout 7 juz nowdropped by p.s=)) din buy nail polish.lOln im suppose to b studying now.but in no avail..sighcnt wait 4tues.=))) ma 1st training!*jumpscya in sch tmr.miss you.
5/29/2005 07:44:00 AM
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Friday, May 27, 2005
cnt wait cnt wait cnt wait....tmr tmr tmr... =))DB orientation!!!!!!meeting them 4breakfast den to tPwhee wheeen trainings r 3daes weeklycool.take as much of ma tym manncnt wait! =DDn they'r flying offffff tmr morning!!!!good 8daes of brks...poof! tell me wats bester den tt? laughs.cnt wait cnt wait cnt waitsaw the tall slim tann hershort shoulder length but spiked hair...(actually i cnt c properly)mature she looks.weird noeing her label.sheesh. wat m i tokin abtthey dun look a pair-.-lol sucha coincidence tt we'r all playing pool(owen's a good player mann)alrite tt's besides da point.lol. i juz wanna b there 4her.no chemistry. ;)well wats done's done.no care is needed frm me to heri cnt do anythingits all mistakenbesides...i screwed it up myself.its alrite.everyone has their 1st tymsigh.wishicldstillbetheretoprotecther.laughs.memoriesrallttsleftonceagn.itskeptreallicloseevenifitsthrownawaybyheralready.shewasrealligreatagreatimpactinmalifeithankgod4u.=))alrite. indian words it looks lyk to melaughs.gdnite.if u'r reading tisall i ask is 4u to forgive me.im realli soree.
5/27/2005 07:22:00 AM
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Thursday, May 26, 2005
sheesh...wat a daeso happy 4nanashe got into her tennis team after da audition 2dae=))*grinmet conn 2dae too. =))she's oh-so-cool...hahasat at da business canteen n crapped till i gtg meet na n da restnow i noe how she feels.she was treated lyk tt b4...sigh.yes.saw her too.knew i wld.well was so affected todae during eng fund...cldnt catch wat he was tryin to explaini realli wanna feel no morehur.sounds so sick.ahz watever.i juz cnt help but still get stucked in those emotions.i aint wanna b JACKKKKK!!!!!! sigh.rehssimi.we'r gonna b realli distant as she wanted it.hur sounds lyk a big joke.but its nt realli funny deep dwnfeel lk she's taken everything.nth's left 4me to move on.im amazed. no doubt. im hurt.fuck.n there goes ma whle eng fund.i need tuition 4tt subj mannseems realli tough.sigh.sigh.sigh.JUZ HOW CAN I NOT HEAR ANYTHING BOUT TT LOOSER N HER?!?!?!i hate e feeling.im soree baby to hav done these to u.im so soree.
5/26/2005 06:08:00 AM
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Wednesday, May 25, 2005
well...now now...wat shall i start off w... =))2dae was great. joined dragon boat afterall.=)) so glad many were w me!! =))cnt wait 4sat. =)) da so coled orientation will b funnn2dae's class was boring mann...had so many tuitorials...wenta play pool after tt(calmed me dwn alil) knew i wld havta bump into u W HER soonbut nt soo early lyk juz nowim still nt prepared.n fuck.i feel nth but sad disappointment n hatred.was weiting n shuxin hu cheered me upsigh.n fuck i hate tt fugly sight.4fuck she's fucking ugly n needless to sae SHORT.okokok! im purely jealous.n im sick of tt feelin.read e old entries of her blog.hah seems lk another dream i'v to wake up to sooner or ltrpls gimme tym to gt over.i WILL get over.soon u can walk past me HOLDING her hands n i WUN giv 2FUCKS abt it.=)) i'll b cool...happy...needless to sae too...OVERJOYED.tt dae will cum very soon. i noe.F.U.C.K.E.R.dun understand y in da 1st fuckin place noeing u'r att still wanna cum disturbwell..she's nt totally at faultu allowed it din u.toked to her even as FRENS.cool.ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!wenta starbucks after ttjuz da rite place whn im nt feelin gddorc was there toomet anqi on da waybloating abt her DATE.hahahha tt silly bum.=DDhuixin came soon after too..darn i miss working there manndorc juz cnt stop putting me tgt w my frensc'mon silly they'r MY FRENS.nth more.yea?hur.den met up w nana nic to walk ard.DEN we bumped into amanda,SY,ZY n jacinta.cool...its been long since i last c them=)) hhaha bumped into them twice. den it was jaslin whom saw me at interchng n din dare col 4metill i boarded da bus n receive her col.muahahah reason? = ShY?!?o well...now im home...finally...im tired..sch till late tmr den to tennis auditions w nana tmr.juz accompanying.haha dun gt it wrong. =Ppwell..it mite b surprising...it mite not b...but now i juz so wanna concentrate on my studies n ccapushing all those shit aside.coz i aint hav interest in any ANYMORE.nt even gers whom r appealing.sumhow. i dun hav feelings 4any1 anymore.funny how tis is affecting.but hey! i'll get bc on agn.u'll c...=)) rite buddies?! =DD thnx 4those who'd been there n still r....im so glad to hav u. *HUGS*esp nana n lihua. =))i aint no weakly afterall!!! =DD
5/25/2005 05:02:00 AM
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Saturday, May 21, 2005
u were nvr a toy.
u were my love.
a love i put so much care..tym n concern into
e onli love i'll wanna put in tis much
but what i c is nt alil connection btw us anymore
the care was mistaken
i just wanna protect is tt very wrong?
i noe im nt perfect but i still havta sae tis
if u dunno howda cherish ur life..
no1 else cn help u to.
if tt's how lowly u c life u'd hav ended it long ago
but no. u'r juz living it in fear all these whle!
c'mon if u nvr open up n always stay afraid u'll nvr learn
wat u'v went thru mks u no exception
infact u shld b more mature compared to any of us
i hope u'll open up alil more n let those hu wanna love u understand more
the playful u aint gettin u anywhr beta
at least nt do it so often n giv a lil sense of security
its in ur nature i noe
but amendments r nvr too late.
yes.it may still seem tt im very protective till now.
im juz telling u becuz if u'r in MY shoe u'll nt feel gd too
lyk wise 4ur partners to cum
let me b da one to tell u all these n set u alil awareness.
let me b da onli 1 u'll havta put up tis shit with
n let the cuming r/s of urs b fruitfull ones.
i just wanna let u noe tt whnever u feel u'r gonna fall
let me b e 1 there by ur side.
i realli hope u'll do even beta in r/s to cum
dun mk me laff at u ah! =Pp
im nt mad at u or anything
we'r juz nt meant to b
u saw it.
everything was crap.
u n i r tired.
now we both cn rest.
ur long queue of ppl r waiting 4ur approval
move on.
i'll always remember u.
5/21/2005 08:08:00 PM
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orientation shucks big tym.
muaha ms tay agree w me totally mann!
juz read her blog but cn nvr tag
blah!
tues's sch.
kinda looking 4ward to it
coz clicked a lil w my classmates ready
nt so awkward. =))
haha n we dun havta wake up so early everydae!
=DD coool...still cnt decide which cca to join thou
it a muz 4me! =Pp
poor anqi...
she scream till juz now go tk my bk frm her
her voice course lk hell...
muaha strepsils help a lil i hope? =)
im most lookin 4ward to sattttttttttttt!!!!!
omg!!! my mum's giving a gd 8daes of freeedooooom!!!!!!!!!!!
woooooooooohooooooooooooooo!
cnt wait cnt wait....
okok 10pm...ding ding...
gt show to watch...
till then...
more updates bout ma sch soon! =DD
5/21/2005 06:55:00 AM
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Tuesday, May 17, 2005
ok. i've quit.n yes. im sad.feeling heavy whnever i think abt it.will realli miss u guys.*sigh e fun..e gossips...e sabohs..nt 4gettin e scoldings+naggings..vicki..watts...adrian..suE..n munis made tis all worthwhle!had a wonderful journey w u guys.partners made it all enjoyable n unforgettable.thankew sb-ts.u guys realli made me learn loadsa stuffs.its a tiring job w peanuts pay.but i guess tt's nt everyone's main reason 4staying.its da funn ppl!!! =DD its nt lyk every job which u cn stand ard n do nthwe'r all motivated to work by havin competitions mthly w other stores.=)) n these r $$ we won so as to allow us hav wonderful store outtings.=))) those memories mk me smilerealli feel so reluctant to leave.but i'v aint gt any other choicehav no more shifts..feel weird too.haish.sb-ts realli made an impact in my life.=)) esp to watts...if its nt 4her.i wldnt hav gotten into starbucks..most imptly known those grt ppl!LOVE U ALL SOOOOO MUCH!!!!tmr's orientation!! wheeeeeee
cnt wait. finally.
sch's starting. =DD
but its early in da morning.
cnt decide wat to wear. =//
tis is whr e headache begins......
haha! =Pp
dorc: thou u mite nt c tis...u made ytd a memorable nite.=)) thankew so much swtie.at least u pulled me away frm all those emo shit i wld feel.=)) will realli miss u sooo much!!! *hugs =(
5/17/2005 06:06:00 AM
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Friday, May 13, 2005
i think i cnt trust no more
i dun giv 2fucks anymore too
e care aint tt grt afterall.
lyk it matters if i do.
everything juz seems so wrong
suddenly waking up da nxt morning n e anger's gone
im so sick of all these
its nt da 1st tym pls put urself into my shoeshaving me go drunk n lying on sum1 elsehe treats u more lyk a stead afterall..riteFOR FUCK!!! I CARE ABT UR SAFETYu HARDLY NOE HIM FOR CHRIST'S SAKE!!!!!!!!!!!i cn nt cr abt u if u dun wan me tohahaha
i dunno wat im feeling anymore
i juz want our past bc.
period
no. my wish will NVR cum true.
i rest my case
5/13/2005 06:14:00 AM
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Monday, May 09, 2005
im no longer hu i m
im freaked out myself by the new chnges in me
i aint hav confidence no more.
i ought to try hardder or to b shot in da head.ytd was another chalet.
kinda quiet one i shld sae
went off quite early n headed to e bowling alleys
=)))
juz nana n i.
grt songs.
grt bowls.
grt laffs.
tmr's pool? cool. =))
bball cuming anytime soon? =))
its been rainin n rainin'
my tanning plans = failed
hah o well..mite head dwn to store ltr
i wish u'd hav a blog n type ALL ur feelings dwni wun havta askyes i cn b annoyingbut i dun wan anything to go wrong agnsmall details MATTERS.they accumulate.then they'll hold u dwnmy birthday wishes NVR did cum truei cld onli rem my last wish vaguelyi hope im given a chance to wishn juz 4tt very wish to cum trueim serious abt u.
5/09/2005 10:39:00 PM
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
da class chalet was funn mann
ok mayb onli 2me
=Pp gt drunk n made many ppl carry me!
MUAHAHAHA!
went bc to e chalet agn da nxt dae n hrd all the unhearable stories
omg. =Pp
so paiseh
chilling out at fisherman's was da best lah
hur
prolly beta den the bars n pubs mann
=))
my pay's here
still haven check how much thou
heh
im so sick of work
juz read huixin's blog...
she's prolly quiting too
sheesh im dreading tis afternoon's work already
*sigh
i'll miss da company there whn i quit thou
=((
esp. sara - work's nvr failing fun whn she's ard =))
im determined to gt my resignation leta ltr
k beta gt gng or i'll b late for work
hope the mod is vick adrian or watts
juz dun it b sue or i'll gt more headaches
nt tt she's bad
she juz nags
juz a lil beta den sharon
i needa chill mann
adrian wld b da best choice
heee
5/07/2005 10:01:00 PM
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Monday, May 02, 2005
its happening agn...agn agn agn!!!!ima monster!!!!!!!!!!!helpppppppi cnt help but feel tis wayits beyond my control tis is plain crap.haish.im nt being fair to u!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!cnt u c?!?!??!??!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?theres onli 1way outi noe its nt sth i even wanna think abtbut if tis persists it'll do both no gd.im soree i dunno wat cn i even do.im realli soree.ms tay: dun cr abt tt person then.she'll automatically shut up once u ignore her too ya? =)heee u'r cuming bc 2dae 2dae 2dae rite??? =)) wheeepls cum to work VVV sooon. i missssss YOUUUU!had fun there i suppose. =)) gt bad news 4u.tok to u as soon as u step into spore. =)) *HUGS
5/02/2005 03:32:00 AM
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