No one is to be left behind , but it doesnt matter now

Wednesday, December 21, 2005

feels lyk im wrong abt u.
mayb ur pride is juz a part of u that can nvr b corrected.
im soree to b so determined.
now i understand.
:)

im gng away.
soon.
to taiwan
great.
infact im quiet lookin forward to it
beta still..
stay over there
lol.
its finally tym for a break
all my papers were over ytd
n today is juz gym n projs day
boring but it'll keep me busy.
:)
haha thou i'v yet to get started
im kinda dreading to redo tt stupid proj of mine
sigh
i miss *you
but i'v still gota re do it else tmr i'll nt b able to hand it up
im still contemplating if i wanna go to sch n meet the rest
or to go out or to stay home.
bet whn i'v decided, its tym for bed.
o my
tis is sucha boring entry

DB girls having christmas dinner but i cnt join them
sigh
i'll miss all the fun.
=((
AND to celebrate huiying's birthday.
o well...
as if i've got a choice.

=)) wenta redo my "about" section.
was too bored.

mel: heys it been long since i'v last heard frm u.
hope u'r dng good. :) well.. study hard alrite. :)

12/21/2005 08:04:00 PM |

Saturday, December 17, 2005

for fuck i care.

dun claim to wanna giv everything up for me
after wat u did now.
i dunno how im feeling now anymore.

hahahaaha thanks for gng to study w me, girl
THOU ITS AT TOA PAYOH
haha... ;)

12/17/2005 07:54:00 PM |

hav been under the weather recently.
bc to blogging now coz its always here to listen to my nonsense.
=)
o well...had lunch w DB ppl ytd thou my lesson ended at 11.
laughs. wasnt feeling very tired but sumhow
weiting juz kept insisting that im lookin v sad n moody.
we studied..erm alil..haha whle waiting for 1pm to cum.
then off she went n agn she's telling me to cheer up.
lyk wat??
im feeling fine...but i dunno wats tt comment for.
o nvm. smart ker decided to eat at ITAS n stunk all our shirt.
lol n mind u. the food sucks too.
now e funny thing is..audrey came up to me n ask me y i was so sad
when im toking n jokin w all of them
sheesh. she's lyk the 2nd person.
but noe wat.
i realli feel lyk im perfectly normal.
so i juz told her that im kinda sick..mayb tt's y.

is that juz trying to show how impt u r to me?
even when im all smiling cums tgt w a sad frown.
life aint the same anymore
feel lyk i'v lost everything.
but to me, it looks lyk u'r gettin on fine
so fine as to go out.
i no longer hav mood for any shit lyk tt
juz wat da hell is goin on to me
fuck man.
i get sooo annoyed w myself to b lyk tt
yes i feel lyk history is repeating itself.
at the end of the day,
im celebrating christmas alone.
laughs.

actually...i do miss you.
alot alot alot.
but i dun wish to irritate u any further.
mayb i shld juz keep tis to myself.

12/17/2005 02:17:00 AM |

Thursday, December 15, 2005

like you care anymore.

i miss you.

12/15/2005 11:48:00 PM |

Thursday, December 01, 2005

we did it.
i can nvr b happier.
realli.
all those intensive trngs paid off.
brought us all so much closer tgt.
now i seriously do miss trngs.
we proved those ppl wrong.
we din get gold juz by luck.
c!
we got it agn tis yr.
wat hav u to sae for urself?!?!
wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee
tPdBG! heart YOU ALL!
it was true glamorous moments. =))
good times well spent tgt.
love u all so much.

12/01/2005 07:08:00 AM |