Wednesday, January 18, 2006
y muz there be complications?y did god in the first place give us sucha complicated mind.isn't it good if everything was plain n simple.an A is an A.i c so many ppl w faces that changes too fast too swift. juz wat good do they get frm dng so?ok i admit im lyk tt too.alrite. every1 is.but y muz sum do it so much more than the other.cheap thrill?go n die.hahahahai dunno wat im thinkin.juz find those ppl whom faces change realli fast r real scary.lyk wtF man. fuckin looserssheeshim realli tired.mayb bcuz of "lack" of slp lately.sheesh.life aint fair.it is oh so not fair.im so sadno matter how hard i tryits juz as suckysumtyms...the harder u try..the worser things gets.im so tired of trying.its realli draining....im leaving everything to its own...im letting gofinally learning to let go.w a mind not noeing wat to do anymore...its best not to push it further b4 unnecessary stuffs sets in. sulks.if onli there's an ans to everything.....................................ok i noe the combi of colour suckbut owell...do i look lyk i care....to hell w it.argh...i needa let it alllll out......but i dunno wat i needa let out.hur. argh. wtHfuck!!!!!!!!!!!
1/18/2006 06:43:00 AM
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Sunday, January 08, 2006
wheeee~!had trng ytd.im loving it! =))finally!!! after sooo long. we all got to rowhahaha thou the run was a killer,after that was good i swear. =o)alrite, im now a right rower.how sadsth extra for me to learn.i feel so paralysed whn rowingnow arms r aching lyk mad.sigh.no regrets anyhow! =DDtues is hol agn!great!=))i realli need to slp. lol.the event will@tP drained me out totallylol. cld hardly slp w the bloody music blastingdamn!n the nxt dae....its trng. so tues is? R.E.S.T day!wheeeee!im feeling so stressed up.w god noes wat.hmmmassignments i guess?feels lyk loadsa deadline's approachin'so is yvonne's dealine. hurok not funny.tpdb girls, u guys did really well that day!im sooooo proud of u all! hugs!u put me sooo high up n drop me dwn the nxt minim lost. i noe u'r feelin e sameim sorry.just noe i'll always be here.rite here by ur side. i promise.nvr think tt i'll leave u to b alone.coz i've always love u. n i still am...........**sumtyms, sumtings r beta to b left unsaid.
1/08/2006 06:07:00 AM
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Sunday, January 01, 2006
ytd was great.
did countdwn at esplanade
=))
w jo, nic, amy,sa, marcus,na n bf
but jo n i went off sumwhr else n thus
we din realli catch the fireworks properly
=))
she's loving it. lol
she hated tis kinda stuffs
but she admited the fireworks ytd was realli nice.
=))
met up w the rest for awhle n headed hm.
*thank you for those shoulders.
they were really comfortable.
=)
1/01/2006 12:19:00 AM
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i'll always remember that beautiful smile
i thought i saw a smile so familiar and warm that day
but only for awhile...
and im left alone in the crowd.
thou u'r gone,
im glad to have those memories of you and i kept deep inside me
the closeness we shared..
the times you put me to bed
the way u always cheer me up
those silly faces u allowed me to make on your face when im bored
i'll remember every part of it.
With all that,
im sure i'll be able to walk outtve that crowd n smile again.
