Thursday, June 29, 2006
im so so tired.
so tired to even complain.
i cn hardly tell u imissyou now.
u find it annoying.
u find me annoying too.
whn u hav the tv, the comp, there wld definitely not b me.
thou i wan so much to tok,
u sae im wasting ur tym,
annoying u, not using my brains.
of coz, im using my heart to tell you
how much i miss you.
but u dun seem to care
u giv me tt yah-yah-u-tell-me-everyday-wats-new
feeling.
i hope im wrong.
oh well..im complaining agn.
im soree.
i wish i hav a diary so u wun c these.
but im too lazy n i cnt keep one.
im so tired.
but i believe tis is ur bad mood swing days.
soon we'll b fine.
i realli wana spend happy tyms w u.
u dunno how much i yearn for it.
i carry hopes everyday for a happy tmr
pls dun mk it disappear
a new hope agn tt tmr will be beta.
today was suppose to be one.
but..well..its fine.
its ok now yvonne,
look tmr's cuming.
hur i feel lyk an idiot.
n tmr will b a happy happy day.
i miss you so goddamn muchif u c tis, pls dun get annoyed w me.i juz neede to say it out.
6/29/2006 09:46:00 AM
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i'll always remember that beautiful smile
i thought i saw a smile so familiar and warm that day
but only for awhile...
and im left alone in the crowd.
thou u'r gone,
im glad to have those memories of you and i kept deep inside me
the closeness we shared..
the times you put me to bed
the way u always cheer me up
those silly faces u allowed me to make on your face when im bored
i'll remember every part of it.
With all that,
im sure i'll be able to walk outtve that crowd n smile again.