Thursday, August 31, 2006
i've had enough of being therewere u even there for me when u obviously knew i wld b sad upon u leaving?can the pain i went thru b compared to blocking u?think abt it baby,i did ask u agn n agn even after we break upwhether tis is what u really wanti was juz bettin on your ans.i really wish u told me u regrettedbut u said no, we'r beta off lyk ttu said if i cum asking u agn,u'll hate me.n that's whn i'v decided everythingit nvr occurred to u that those words hit me hard,cuming frm sum1 whom i loved so muchbut seriously, maybe your feelings for me faded long time agoeven when we'r tgtu were juz used to me being ard.then agn its makes me smilecoz afterall u still trust mefor the promise i made to u 'bout nvr leaving u behindlaughsi will no longer b ard.do take great care of yourselfnvr nvr let history repeat itself agn alrite.maybe whn our paths cross agn in future...till i c u agn...i hope u dun treat the nxt onewhom will cum ur waylike the way u did to melearn to treasure baby.i did love uu threw u all awayno matter wat my feelings r to u now,nth's gonna chng the fact we'r already apartso dont be affected by anything, run along n live a happy lifeits time u reflect upon wat u really treasure in lifedun let another juz slip byrem, no1 ever did giv up on utill u gave up on yourself=) give me some timei'll be your bestest friend for life. =)alright i'll be leaving for cambodia
n its a 8AMMMM flight i'v gota catch
dont feel like sleeping tonite
i cnt descibe how i feel
but im so not wanting to go for a trip
everytym i do,
sth bad happens when i come back.
okay, thou i had already faced the worst,
ah watever. im juz being too paranoid.
sigh
well like said,
i'll take tis trip as a good getaway
i kept my promise
i didnt let it affect me
ok not totally
i've pushed everything till after exams
n here i am
im gonna let it alllll out
=)
buddies i treasure each n everyone of u
thanks for being here
im fine
dont worry
i'll show u all that i can do it all on my own.
be very proud of me alright. =)
loves*
8/31/2006 06:37:00 AM
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Sunday, August 27, 2006
exams.
period
8/27/2006 10:48:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
edited*
i dunno if i shld rejoice.
good getaway.
but its cambodia
sighhh
whn will we ever stop gng to weird places lyk tis?!
haha dorc says it suck there
thanks ah im so lookin forward
but at least
i can get away frm the many nonsense here
=)
n yes jieying i'll brg u sth frm there
hopefully its not juz sand n dust.
shrugs. expect the unexpected.
n fuck
that means i'll miss the party.
byebye krunkfest
hope to c u agn.
laughs.
im lookin forward to sat. =))
ok my back hurts lyk fuck
that stupid old problem agn
o man
i sound old rite? haha!
i totally forgot bout me havin tis pain b4
till lyk now?
i swear it hurts lyk anything the whle friggin day
8/23/2006 10:23:00 AM
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Sunday, August 20, 2006
sighh.
i dunno wat ur intention is
ok i'v decided not to care already
if u hav a guy or girlfriend, good for u
if u wanna make me upset by telling me,
yes u did it ok?
so now get on with your happening life
u happy now knowing im upset n all?
laughs
i dun even feel lyk tokin to u ever agn till im over u
watever u'r dng, is sooo NOT YOU.
so go ahead n b that sum1 new
to that sum1 new u lyk
i already dropped all hopes on u cuming back
i already wiped out those nites of endless tears
Y CANT U B NICER TO ME?!
EVEN AFTER WE'R APART.
juz leave n not disturb those happy memories
u left with me ok
i dun wanna hate u for who u r now.
coz sumtyms i juz miss the old u SO much
but whn i noe its NVR cuming back,
i feel lyk fuck.
i juz sooooooooo wanna hate u so fucking much
but afterall, i still wanna love u
fuck tis shit. i wanna b happy agn
im so tired of smiling lyk a stupid fool everyday
whn im not even happy
im so tired of gng into daze
whn i hav so lil tym left to study
im so tired of thinking abt u
whn all i hav r memories of u
fuck tis shit ok
YOU made me NVR believe in promises EVER AGN
YOU suck.
8/20/2006 10:47:00 AM
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Friday, August 18, 2006
i really dunno wat im doin man.
seriously.
its in a big big mess.
im soooo screwed. arghhh
i wish *u'll take me outtve tis
iwish u'r still here to stand by me
i feel so lost.
i brought myself into tis state.
but im not sorry for myself
i dunno wat im tokin abt.
blah blah..
i soo wanna watch the break up.
was suppose to watch with *u
but o wells.
spilled milk. laughs
any1 game for tis show??
im in tis pending request thou. ha
ahhhh but i so needa study too
wth la yvonne.
u sound crazy. juz go to slp.
8/18/2006 10:32:00 AM
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
sigh.
alrite the ans is really clear.
i feel so weird.
not sad but weird.
many questions..
but i'll c how it goes tmr
shrugs
total awkwardness
*shakes head
hope u'r gettin on fine.had a great day today
towning n shopped n ate n tok cock
laughs.
i love you guys man.
=))
wheee.
more to cum pls.
oh but tmr's already more.
thou we'v no activities tmr
juz studying..
c u tmr my 2gFs, and my best friend. LAUGHS
pls mk tmr productive ok.
exams r nearing.
=) *loves
8/16/2006 08:24:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
OMG
16th august.
im freakin out mann.
actually i dont know wat i really wanna hear
shrugs.
ahhh watever it is, im lookin forward to ur return!
=))
today's nonsense.
wenta sch juz for a stupid lec.
but met drey n huiying in the morn
supposedly to study but ended up tokin cock
haha
then met nana.
did projs, n blah. lec.
n tuition...
din turn up to meet them to study
was toooo tired
i wonder y mann
so i came home to slp lyk till now
if na din col me, think tmr will juz b new yr
heh thanks babe!
tmr will b town agn!! im dead
whn i haven even start studying!!!
my supp paper cuming agn i think
=((((
but i juz dun hav the drive to start LAH
o well....
im still so happy
=)) sth cheered me up today! =)))))
8/15/2006 09:45:00 AM
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Monday, August 14, 2006
im soooo happy today.
i dunno y but i just am.
=) feel so relaxed.
prolly coz i juz handed in my law assignment
which i stayed up the whle nite for. =/
hopefully i did earn myself a pass for tt subj
N
CLICK IS SUCHA FUCKIN GOOD SHOW
hahahhahaha! thanks babes for watching it w me
thou its sucha big joke in the cinema
HAHAHA!
i cnt help but laugh everytym i think abt it
then wenta town w those 2bums
shopped alil n crapped alot.
laughs.
i dunno y i came bc feeling so so so happy
still very happy now thou.
=)))))
*na..u beta take care of ur arm
if not our aim tgt will go dwn the drain
hahaha!
i love youuuu for being here for me
i'll do u proud tis tym! =)
no worries! =)
8/14/2006 08:45:00 AM
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
i love fireworks! =)
today's is so freakin nice! =))
i love gng chapter2 now man.
but doubt i'll ever go back there agn thou
embarrased myself.
happy thou.
she's cute. =)
n tanning tmr!! yays!
n im sooo lookin forward to wed. =/
8/12/2006 11:50:00 AM
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Friday, August 11, 2006
=)
having a law quiz tmr n i still wenta watch fireworks.
=/ shrugs. now i cnt get to slp.
gotta study. sigh.
damn tired man.
always falling aslp nowadays during bus trips
well at least i slpt alil juz now.
now i can mug throughout the nite.
i wenta film ur fireworks for u ready lah!
=) thou its not very clear.
i hope u'll still lyk it.
i noe u wun b seeing tis.....
i did sucha stupid thing ytd,
im soree i wenta ask u to c.
u became so weird after that. im soree
i dunno how m i gonna explain to u
fang yi said she'll wan an explanation if its her
thou she's not gonna tell me wat she's upset abt
but wat if im juz thinkin too much
wat if u'r not even affected?
sheesh. i suck at tis.
U DIN REPLY ME B4 U LEAVE!
=( now i've juz gotta wait for wed.
sigh.
had a great chat with u ytd thou =))
u made me smile sweets. =)
dun worry i'll keep ur BMW safe here in spore. laughs
im glad u lyk it
to the extend of having to post it in frenster
YAYs.
WHEY! dun forget my muah chees k!
looking forward.
=)))
yawns. im so so freakin tired
so wanna tk an MC for tmr's paper
wonder wat will happen.
heh. =P oh well..
yvonne n ur wishful thinking.
alrite i beta go get started.
*i hope u'll study well for tmr's testthou u told me not to bother u,at least i noe i reminded u abt it. so u'll take note.do well coz i noe u will.good luck girl. miss*wtH did i do juz now??
i dun rem bumping my head into anything
my forehead lyk got tis damnnnn big bruise. fuck man.
damn pain can. =((
8/11/2006 08:22:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
IM DAMN HAPPY
THERES NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE HOW I FEEL TODAY
FUCKING HAPPY!
lemme summarise....
hehe yayyyyyyyyyyy
1) got tt pretty girl's no. WALA
2) watched fireworks. o man!
its superb! =))))))))
3) met pretty jieying. toked...blah blah
laughs.
4) met chris n all..clubbed.
but the story doesnt end here
laughs.
bloody hell
zouk's bouncer juz wanna how fucking big
dun lemme go in
chris's fren( omg tis fren is fucking gorgeous) helped me in
but still...sigh
despite all tt nonsense, I GOTTA NOE ANOTHER
pretty girl
i forgot her name. =P
she's chris fren.wheeee
damn hot. n she said she found me familiar
( lyk duh..i c u ard sch babe)
laughs. lalalalala
the thrill of tryna get in is great
the thrill of blowing smoke into the bouncer's face
n juz wanna act how cool
AHHAHAHA!
funniest ever!
im sooo happy. to add on to that,
jieying was in zouk too! =)
o my o my!
im soooo happy.
prolly cnt go to slp tonite
HEHE!
n out w dorc tmr!
=) fun it'll turn out i hope. =)
yay yay yay!
8/08/2006 10:45:00 AM
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Monday, August 07, 2006
yay finally an outing w mousey.
after lyk a year?? laughs
many pix taken but blah.
they all suck.
haa damn damn full can
we ate lyk so so much.
i so feel lyk putting my finger n dig it all out.
=/ lol
dorc said tattoo not pain.
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
dng one on the back is a good start?
shrug
im afraid i'll regret after dng it
amy's tempting me with everything
blah! haha
eh marie piah rem we our thurs date ah
thou im chao ta.
i still wanna. HEE
im having fun! yay! =)
8/07/2006 07:43:00 AM
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Sunday, August 06, 2006
TODAY'S A HAPPY HAPPY DAY.
=) =)
wenta tan. was a good good day
n i din noe faggin by the beach had
such good combination
=) lol.
after that we wandered ard harbourfront
nth much but guess hu i bumped into?!?
MONICA LEE BAO YAN!
laughs
damn happy can.
we msged awhle after that. laughs
she's working in sento. yays
now i can go visit her
haA
n im goin out w that stupid mouse soon!
yay! simpang n after exams stress reliever pls!
u said it! i'll b waiting for ur col! =)
alrite after so much of fun.
hadda go back to projs agn.
damn.
2 to hand in tmr. beat that.
sigh.
stupid mouse! stop worry n be happy ok! =)
8/06/2006 08:02:00 AM
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Friday, August 04, 2006
wenta study w amy today.
found out sth realli shocking bout her thou.
laughs
sheesh this whle week is shit.
projs projs n more to cum.
hows having a deadline on mon n not even gettin started yet.
i juz formed my group today!! LOL
this week is lyk a 6day sch week for me.
prolly 7 is tmr i cnt finish.
gosh dear god pls get me back on the rite track
im screwed.
too much to complete.
n i feel lyk i juz started off!
too mush distractions.
*you juz cnt get away from my tots
but i'll so push away all of it now.
too much for me to bother too much to care
so tired already.
no matter wat, i still so wanna tan on sunday.
tt's provided i finish my projs on sat nite.
=// which im very doubtful of
o well...
ytd was fun
bbq
stella's birthday
suprised i went
lol. weiting asked me to =)
we were the kindest. bbq for everyone
i'll get GOOD retribution soon hopefully
prolly a swarm of pretty girls will cum my way
laughs. ;)
had fun thou. its been long since i had tis kinda party
everyone was hillarious
fair share of guys n girls. so it was fine.
after that weiting n i wandered ard compasspoint
thou most shops were closed
laughs. i so wanna go there agn
n she agreed to brg me there.
yays
got home all stinky n sticky.
shower then slept.din study for OB.
too tired.
great day. =)
i will recover. dont worry friends. =)i will not believe in this kinda shit anymoredun say u love me more than i do to ufuck these sweet nothings. im moving on. ppl sae u lyk sum1 else agnget me dumped n shit lyk ttbut noe wat?the more i know the more i get hurtso fuck i wanna care alreadyim sick and tired of this nonsenseu'v changed.i dunno u anymore. great disappointments u'v left men that's the last i'll ever ask for
8/04/2006 09:03:00 AM
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Tuesday, August 01, 2006
i cnt get u off my mind.
sigh.
hey im still learning. wat do u wan me to do.
dinner w ms tay was good.
i juz love the arcade lately.
=) sucha good destressor.
after all that fun,
i still hadda cum home to face that shit empty feeling.
i start that stupid bad habit agn
i dunno y i even start
i juz felt lyk immediately whn
everything was cuming dwn on me
thou it helped no fuck
i feel alil calmer.
i dunno wats tt for. laughs
noe wat, tis's a stupid entry.
i dunno wat im tokin bout.
i wish to tok to u lyk how we always do on the fone
fuck tis whle shit ok!
my life's ao screwed up now.
8/01/2006 08:14:00 AM
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