Saturday, September 30, 2006
jason mraz- life is wonderful[thanks baby =o) ]i just watch the break up
=)) not bad.
i wont say its superb thou. heh
but it so reminds me of
us.
its true how its so difficult to love
n
truely accept another, his/her way of dng things.
n sometimes,
after too many attempts to try
it gets really tiring when
the other doesnt seem to really know how to treasure.
i wont say there isnt love.
there is.
but ok whatever.
i just think the show is realistic lah ok
u'r just the way u r.
n its not your fault.
we'r just _________
shrugs. i dunno whats the word for it
=)
i dont know whats tiring me out lately
not physically
but mentally
nth's bothering.
i mean either im out having fun,
else i'll be slping away at home
full stop.
so how mentally tiring can that get?
laughs.
n when i feel like shit,
somehow,
i'll think of
youwanting you to be here.okay too emo.BAHtues! im gonna send shuxin off!that bum's gng korea n leaving me here!=( then i'll hav one less to play withi soo wanna go ice skatingthou to start off with,i dunno how to blade. HAHAhey, i'll learn ok. =) just watch.HAn tmr! lihua's birthday!=)) meeting up with the rest for dinner tooyay! at a place i'v been wanting to gothou i noe i'll burn another holein my pocketbut seriously,we'll leave that till after tmr niteHA!
9/30/2006 01:19:00 AM
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Thursday, September 28, 2006
im so tired.
of everything.
i wish u cld be here
n lend me your shoulders to lie on
i miss you so much baby.
bah i dont know wat to blog abt
lookin forward to the outing tmr thou.
=) nth much but at least,
i can relax.
ok not lyk im really stressed up
shrugs.
feels lyk im in the midst of a exam now
this is crazy.
laughs
i cutting dwn on those cigs.
=)
sigh.
i really dont know wats gng on up there
in my head
i just wanna go slp it away.
9/28/2006 08:56:00 AM
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Tuesday, September 26, 2006
im not pinning any hopes anymore
u left me with broken promises
n a hurt so deep i doubt
i'll ever get over soon enuff.
what u said to me ytd bout waiting,
as much as i wanna believe u,
i'd rather take it negatively
afterall actions seems louder than words.
i just want u to be happy
yes?
i hope u'll make the right decision
about that girl.
=) whatever it is,
its all about the heart. not the head.
=)
i'll still be here thou.
if u need a listening ear. =)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHUXIN!
=)) had a good time today
ate at jack's place(marina sq),
n movied(tamp).
wheeee! the show was good.
we were agn the crazy 3some gng out tgt
=)) i miss those sec sch days man
so much. the friends,
the company,
the girl i love so much,
n our memories tgt
b4 its all in a mess now.
if only we can turn back time.
cabbed home at the end of the day
n e fun continues...tmr!
with SHEESHA!
woohoo! =))
good old sahara.
LAUGHS
9/26/2006 10:24:00 AM
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Sunday, September 24, 2006
today was good!
=)) met baby.
was her birthday. =))
she was the sweetest!
like my lil mummy. laughs
had lunch at fish n co.
then wenta shop ard
feel kinda unappreciated
but i think what u said mite be right.
*the gift
shrugs. im sorry bout it
im sorry bout making u upset too.
i really do hope u did njoy urself
imu so much.
once again,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!when i need you
9/24/2006 07:41:00 AM
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Friday, September 22, 2006
WEI YI.im sooo emo lahhh. bah!
nevertheless, i really had a good time tis morn
=))
at least it made me
smile till night falls.
=)) thanks girl.
auntie is sooo cute lah!
HAHA!
then it was work agn.
omg i was really tired
try slping 2-3hrs for a few days
i swear i felt lyk i was floating
but everything was beta after awhle
when it gets busier.
n i really mean BUSY.
MY GOD.
till 12am still got so many ppl!
im shagged. seriously
had fun agn thou. =)
gopi let me play with her "mimi"
n her other friends joined in too
HAHAHA!
laugh till marie n i can die man!
hahahahahahah!
then home sweet home
im sitting here
thinking about everything that has happened today
i really thank god for sucha beautiful day.
=)
9/22/2006 10:31:00 AM
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Thursday, September 21, 2006
OMG! the song is damn nice
when i need you.
thanks dearest. =)
n i dont know y i cried whn i hrd the song ytd
its sooo sad lah.
laughs
ok watever
today i wenta work wanting to slp
but in mid way, i was perked up
n i dunno y.
made new creations
coffee milkshake!
hahahahah!!
had fun dng nonsense at work today
n sandy's car is fucking nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
she got it for valentines!!! =((((
will i ever get a pretty gift lyk that on Vday.
laughs
over my dead body
i wish i really did knock sum sense into u
n i'll b here for u. =)
9/21/2006 08:54:00 AM
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Monday, September 18, 2006
today was tiring. but fun. =)
roamed the whle of spore i swear
laughs.
from tamp-town-raffles-suntec-tamp agn
OMYFUCKINGGOD
n i swear suntec is the MOST happening rite lil marie??
HAA!
i fucking tell u guys nvr nvr go there till
that bloody IMF is over
fuckin hell.
juz wanna b how inaccessible.
fuckin son of a bitch
but fruitful day for me
=)
i bought wat i wanna buy! YAYS!
=)) n i hope u'll not onli like it,
u havta LOVE it.
=P
tiring man.
n i miss you soooooo nana tan!
damn fucking MUCH. =)
see YOU soon agn I HOPE!
9/18/2006 09:09:00 AM
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Sunday, September 17, 2006
well today's nonsense.
i feel so weird now.
nevertheless, i had fun at town today!
=)
town agn tmr. yay
then to tuition
then to raffles.
=))
i hope u'll lyk the gift im gonna buy.imu
9/17/2006 08:06:00 AM
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Saturday, September 16, 2006
fucking pissed off.
stupid piece of shit.
BAH!
anyway, ytd was good agn
had fun at work
n the two sweet bums
came to my place bout 12AM
toked n crapped till 1plus? LAUGHS
they had feast at my hse pls.
hahaha
bumped into JY too
=))
tmr, work again. =)
suppose im loving tis job.
=))
9/16/2006 07:35:00 AM
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Thursday, September 14, 2006
omg. i flew lyk nobody's business today
frm one tution place to another.
sheesh! n then to work
how great
work was fun fun today
marie's crazy
haha
n we had familiar customers
=) fun clique
thou i dont really noe them.
laughs
simpang after that
like our usual routine now
haha
steak steak our nite away!
finally my craves r settled.
YAYS
great day i've had.
=)
9/14/2006 10:31:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 13, 2006
this is crap
my life revolve ard two things
1. tution
2. work
sheesh. tell me bout gettin a life
HA
but nvm. money will cum in
lyk nobody's business
n YAY im gonna watch full house
AGN!
i love that show la can
haha
n i swear my mum's a bitch.
period.
recently, i think i'v finally seen stuffs
as in stuffs in the REAl world
ok i feel lyk an idiot.
i cnt imagine how scary ppl can be
love aint very hard rite?
but its those ppl whom chose
to make it so complicated.
*shivers
n its all abt superficiallity n contradiction
fuck u ppl.
c'mon juz love n be love
not CHEAT!
u left n took all the confidence i ever hadbut ilu still
9/13/2006 09:46:00 PM
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Monday, September 11, 2006
i thought we can make it thru to 2yrs
laughs
nana reminded me that today's the 12th
have fun u two love birds. =)
i wish i cld do juz the same.
ah whatever
work agn tonite.
alone.
bah. =(
haha
i dont know y m i still feeling like that
thou we'r apart.
i hear so much stories abt u
n i cant stop myself frm feeling uncomfortable
i have no right to stop what u'r dng
n i dont wish to
wat u told me bout that 5months dwn the road issue,
laughs.
if taking sum1 for a substitute,
n being touched by his/her actions
is called love...
well...
then that's really sth big i missed out in life
its true feelings develope
but this is a diff issue
thinking u already like the person
when u'r taking him/her for a sub
i really dont understand this whle shit
n im really caught in the middle
imu so much baby.
for now,
i just wanna be alone
i dont need sum1 in my life to survive
till i get over with u....
9/11/2006 11:00:00 PM
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Sunday, September 10, 2006
tanning = failure
well..nth much done today
juz mayb bout an hr of tanning?
bah! =(
then ended up at tamp to smoke our day away
HAHA
fucking lethargic
think i'll turn in early.
i guess u were meant to hate me frm the beginning.
9/10/2006 07:23:00 AM
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Friday, September 08, 2006
today is a good day.
other than work being damn cocked up
due to the large dinner crowd,
work's fine n the ppl r gettin friendlier.
=)
imu baby girl
9/08/2006 11:00:00 AM
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Wednesday, September 06, 2006
im darn slpy LAH!
=(( slpt at ard 6.30 till 10
then met amy for job hunt
hmmm not very fruitful
but was great fun
=))
met ker alil ltr too then we headed dwn to siglap
laughs. really job HUNT man
HAHA!
then back to tamp to slack the nite away
i kinda miss that place
laughs
we used to study our days away there
haha!
n i miss study days too!
coz thats only when everyone has time for each other
to sit down n get tgt to study
feels lyk time is moving real slow
but im lovin those days! =)
ytd was a good tok i had with uim glad we clarified everything outi hope u'll be happycoz it was really nicehearing u laff ytdits been awhle since i'v last heard itbut anytym u need sum1 to tok to,u noe i'll be ard.i've always been. its whether u wanna acknowledge ithugstake good care girlierem, treasure yourself alriteimu
9/06/2006 09:12:00 AM
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Tuesday, September 05, 2006
*edited
YAYS!
im finally back
actually, cambodia aint sucha bad place
im actually liking that BIG MONUMENT i visted. laughs
no doubt its one of the 7 wonders in the world
;)
besides that, nth much already
nevertheless,
dad n i drunk lyk mad
haha!
the beer there is cheap lyk fuck.
we ordered jugs after jugs.
lyk everynite w/o fail
HEH. if onli he let me smoke
HUR. i muz b dreaming
but today when we'r abt to leave,
he let me buy a pack of cig
haha! coz i tok sum cock to him
cigs there r lyk fucking cheap too man!
marlboro for 1.5buck?
what do u say? laughs!
n the kids r so cute.
the ppl there r the kindest ever!
today i had the weirdest dream ever
i dreamt of dY being friends with amanda n leslie!
HAHA! N I juz din noe it ALL along. lAUGHS
kinda freaky thou
i dreamt of *u too
sigh
actually, i kinda dread cuming back
HA
weird huh.
i hate to know that im cuming back to face all the shit agn
i'd rather stay FAR frm *u
so i'll juz take it as i cnt reach u.
to noe ANYTHING abt u.
shrugs.
sigh. imissyou
really do.
i watched tis show tis afternoon
laughs. maybe i should really learn
what ppl always say
bout feeling happy for *her
when she's happier off now.
so cliche huh.
but its a tough job alrite! ha
*when u didnt ask for everything back,i already knew it would be over.
9/05/2006 07:21:00 AM
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