Thursday, November 30, 2006
so many things happened these few days
i cant believe i cabbed home and skip UIR
just to sleep.
=//
laughs. but it was a good nap
then went off to work
o my!
tonight got so many stars again
wheeees.
=))
was suppose to call her to wake her up
think i mistook it as when im home after work or sth
she got pissed
but hey at least i did bother to call alright
n i get shit attitude for calling late.
how ungrateful.
ah whatever
r/s are always like that
i dont know why na n i share similar fate man
we talked ytd n all that she said reminded me
SO much bout *her n i
i realised all these while
i'v just been tryna avoid everything
but after hearing from na
the more my confidence fade away
im so afriad to love n commit anymore
im so scared it'll fail me again
im not expecting to get what i put in
all i ask for is just trust n NOT empty promises
its funny how after so many r/s
trust is the biggest factor to me in a r/s
NOT love
so what if there's love
love fades with trust
no one will ever d.i.e w/o one less partner to love
i never did believe in that
i never did believe that love can last too
*nana i hope u'll get outtve of this soon
i know its tough.
but u will.
as long as u dont always think about it
u will.
i did it before so i dont see why u cant
but learn from MY mistakes
i'll always be here for u.
u know im just a call away
maybe just a DOOR away.
hahahah
everytimg when u feel all alone,
just call me up.
i'll sure make time to meet u up
definitely
but as for now, we'll concentrate
our coming papers yes?
i love you girl. =))
study tgt more often yah!
=D
11/30/2006 08:06:00 AM
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Friday, November 17, 2006
had a bad day today
sounds crazy n its only the 3rd/4th week of sch
n im already studying.
BAH...
my quizes are all flooding my weeks up ahead
=((
so this weekend means study days.
wenta starbucks with nana just now
sheesh it reminds of times me n amy
always end up cramping all our work there
LOL
kinda miss those times thou
but not anymore
cause i think its coming again soon.
=(
lab this morn ended damn early
met her alil while n went home to catch a nap
OMG n i only woke up at 6plus
when im suppose to meet na at 7
we ended up meetin at 8 i think.
both our buses damn cocked up
haha
paid a visit to foo house too just now
nana's idea
so weird lahh.
they just all think we'r there to eat man
haha funny fellas
the smiguel was fine again.
as usual. ytd he went mad again.
but i really cldnt be bothered.
hur
my PORJECTS
no one is doing anything about it
we'r really dead meat man.
now that i have no more tution,
i really think i should initiate to start it off
sighhhh
i hate those stupid projects
where can they even get me next time.
BAH
i'd rather just study
myself
n so im gonna tryda study alil more now.
period.
11/17/2006 08:08:00 AM
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Thursday, November 16, 2006
we're doing on our research topic again.
but this time we are doing on another 4 resources
and this time we're also suppose to find the purposes of it.
the purposes can fall under these topics ;
Information,Advocacy, Business/marketing,
News,PersonalEntertainment
kendrick
11/16/2006 08:57:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 08, 2006
im looking forward to the weekends.
thou i havent been doing alot this week
i feel really tired. =(
i so need to sleep my weekends away.
i regretted telling sam i can work both the weekends
BAH
no matter how much i wan to,
my classes on the both days wont allow me to sleep in at all
sigh
had a shoppin marathon today
what i mean is not splurging.
its just about finding a certain sth
n i felt like we travelled ard the world
LOL
then was tution n somehow, i didnt wanna go home
wenta ting's hse
watched vcd till just now.
=))
tmr is work. geez
i dread it
really do.
bah
u'r back to how u were last time again.i need a break from all thesei dont wanna start feeling sick of youi still wanna love n feel sweet whenever i think about us back theni still do love u.but it aint the same anymore.please do take great care of yourself ok?love yourself like how i love you.
11/08/2006 06:52:00 AM
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Wednesday, November 01, 2006
i love you so much.
the way we'r now....hmmm
i dont know what i can say
i really njoy your company now SO MUCH MORE
cause u'r tryna be so patient n all.
=))
i love you for tryna change
but baby, i know
its not like you to be able to hold out for long
i was just taking a bet
n see how long all these can last.
after what u said today,
i'v really been actually making u so tired
i really appreciate EVERYTHING u'v done for me baby
really.
its so different to have u being sooo sooo patient n tolerant
=) gave me sucha lovely feeling
after this,
whatever u wanna do, its all up to u
i just wanna see u safe home today.
sorry to have gotten u all annoyed.
our r/s has been a long n tiring one
but of cause
we had good times too
=)
looking back,
its funny how we'r able to go thru so much tgt
i love you sweetheart
those great laughs we shared. =)
i wish all those nonsense didnt happen at all
maybe i can continue tolerating awhile more
laughs.
but ever since u asked for the last break up
i no longer have anymore energy to hold on
cause even YOU gave up on ME.
how should i be able to hold it out myself?
smiles.
if only u asked for everything back earlier.
if only if only if only...
but i really really appreciate all that u'v been dng
ever since u'v decided to want everything back
thank you so much
u'll always be that special special someone
i'll hold close to my heart.
loves,
yvonne
11/01/2006 07:53:00 AM
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