Thursday, April 19, 2007
i miss you so much did i tell you
but i guess u no longer bother
and again history repeats itself
guess it occurs to everyone too
just that when it happens to you,
u over do it
i'd rather choose to believe instead
and i dont wanna hear even if there's any progression
sigh
thank you for doing otherwise for me though
appreciate it all
thank you for trying not to throw tantrums anymore too
u did change i havta admit
but not to the point where i can trust yet
maybe its because i havent stay in contact with u for a longer time
to be able to see that i can
but since u've chosen to decide now and leave
i have no say.
u didnt wait 9months silly
u gave chances another whom came by into your life
u told me u thought u loved but later realise u dont
so that means that u did give me up before already
guess we'r really not meant to be
im glad that at least things between us aint that sour anymore
mayb u'r right
the dist we had back then was better
so as to prevent me from gettin all insecure again
im sorry for all the hurt caused
u know i love you
and i truely just want u to be safe and happy
all those selfish intentions are just
from the insecure part of me
but theres no point of it already. =)
i want u to lead a happy life now okay?
and u know i'll be here anytime u
need a comforting hug ,girlie precious.
=)
im back to days of availability
and emo_galz.com
sigh
but then again, its better lah
nth much to worry bout
=)
shit school's starting next week
but then again im quite looking forward to this sem's work
its SIP
and yay! i get to be with my 2fav ladies (weiting and meiwern)
laughs
though my trip was cancelled,
im sure days with the three of them in sch would just be as good
=)
i so wanna club my freaking life away
laughs
phuture was so good ytd
freakin high. though i drank like pathetically little
but i'd rather it be like that =) and not drunk
sexy back's my fav new dancer.
LOLLL!
//and you're cute thing, nick.
HUR
my last week MUST end g.o.o.d
=o)
4/19/2007 09:11:00 AM
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Wednesday, April 11, 2007
im sorry bout everything
i didnt know u'll feel like that
im sorry for being so insensitive
but please still lemme be there for u
thank you for all that you've done for me
all these while
i truely appreciate it
u know u mean alot to me
im sorry im so selfish and all i thought about
was myself.
cause i really dont want u to go far
im sorry
im sorry for everything girlie
things back at home are shittttt
trust me
mum and dad have gone mad
and i really mean mad
o well
my bro was all along insane already
so it doesnt really bother me much
i swear its like hell
bahhhhhhh
but guess i've gotta just wait for awhile more
cause by then when sch reopens,
i wont havta see them so much anymore
hopefully.
sigh
4/11/2007 08:55:00 AM
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